patched up

Had just patched up again...tired of playing this game..*SIGH* what to do??? by the end of this week,i have another test again...i'm not prepared for it yet...
Looking for part time job too...but mostly are events who hired good body shape gals...some do not have flexible time =( HATE my life vv much~!!!

The correct choice?

Had just broke up with my 1st love....what had i done? is this the correct choice????? will i regret? I'm really in deep trouble...really afraid that i done the wrong choice and afraid that i will regret =(..at least i wouldn't disturb him anymore and he wouldn't feel that i'm very very annoying...and at least i no need to get scolded anymore....i just hope he'll get a better life and will be in good health always.

But all of sudden.....i miss him...why do i wana choose this path????? i'm really confused and vv sad...*SIGH* at least i wouldn't need to be worry anymore...no need to fear that he will be snatched by other gals...cuz he doesnt belong to me anymore....**take care**

vv moody

EMO

It's a moody day.As i had my microeconomics test today...was kinda worry that i couldn't pass.*SIGH* I dunno what had come into me....have been comapring myself with other girls lately,those perfect ones =( beautiful eyes,pretty ones and have a vv perfectly done body shape.


Have been dieting for a year....my bestie said compare to last year,i'm much better and have big difference....but i felt that it just not enough...just hope miracle could happen once in my life =(


it's so hard dieting like this...esp having a bf who kept giving pressures....dun eat this dun eat that...wtf...cant i have a break???? just for once? *SIGH* why is my life so suffering? =(

Disappointments

Today is friday...I was really very sad and disappointed on you..In short,i'm heart broken..You did not bring me out and you said that u had promise your frens that you need to go out with him.
I'm not being childish..I just want you to know that i'll not be here on the weekend,so can't you spent some time with me? Is it so hard? I just do not understand why you cant break their promises and you always break mine? You keep saying that i'm first place...but I don't think so...Is this what a 1st place would get??? I date you first but you rather choose your frens.
This is not the 1st time already..I had observe this a lot of times....I didn't want to compare me and HER....but......Why did she get to go to those nice places??? Why when you came to find me,you never bring me to a better place? It's always the same place~!! I'm bored and tired of the same place~!! I really hate you a lot~!!! You rather choose your frenz,other ppl and other gals than choosing me....I'm really disappointed on you~!!!
It's just so hard being your gf...I always get scolded by you...even just a lil small mistake...and you say that i'm immature & "ye man"...Is it wrong if a gf really wana see her bf????