hurray~!!! miracle #1 had been achieved =) went to phuture instead of poppy...vv vv happy...among all the clubs,i love most is phuture =) everything was fun except for the part when mashi was mad =(
that day,he really in a vv vv bad mood...vv scary...he looks fierce...i was vv afraid too =( i had never seen him in this way b4...i wonder how is he now...haihz...
we went in...then chai peng join us later...we took lotsa fotos...love my darling lots...really had lotsa fun...fun like i never had b4...at first,i went in and drank quite a lot...bcuz i wasnt happy...was thinking the reason behind mashi's bad mood...feel kinda dizzy...then my darling control me,wouldnt let me to drink anymore until i was better...
boom boom shake shake all nite long...really vv happy...all her cousins are vv frenly...i hope there's next round with them again...but i dun think there is anymore =( mashi seems to dislike me...i didnt wear the dress that mashi bought...bcuz he asked me not to say a word bout it,bout the dress was bought by him =( so i might as well not wear it...i really love that dress,but,couldnt wear =( haihz...anxiously waiting for the photos ^^
Monday, November 16, 2009
Saturday, November 14, 2009
Miracles...
my darling just came back from singapore ytdy =) this time,no matter what,i'll gonna meet up with her~!!! miss her lots...as b4,we discussed to go to poppy...something happen in the middle so it was like "cant-go-kinda news"...but now,it's on
might be going to phuture,said my darling =) better...haha...vv happy ler...tonite can meet her,mashi and a zai...all oso vv long no see jor...especially a zai...hurray~!!! but still,just now was havin transport prob...everything's settle right now...just hope that it wouldnt cancel suddenly...
planned to wear my near dress ^^ but i dunno which heels to go with it...the highest heels is the 1 which best suits it...but i'm gonna feel tired later =( so how...which sud i wear =(
mashi's kinda cool today...wonder why =( i felt that he kinda dislike me d...is he? =( i wonder why...what had i done to upset him? what had i done to made him feel this way towards me? =(
might be going to phuture,said my darling =) better...haha...vv happy ler...tonite can meet her,mashi and a zai...all oso vv long no see jor...especially a zai...hurray~!!! but still,just now was havin transport prob...everything's settle right now...just hope that it wouldnt cancel suddenly...
planned to wear my near dress ^^ but i dunno which heels to go with it...the highest heels is the 1 which best suits it...but i'm gonna feel tired later =( so how...which sud i wear =(
mashi's kinda cool today...wonder why =( i felt that he kinda dislike me d...is he? =( i wonder why...what had i done to upset him? what had i done to made him feel this way towards me? =(
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
me,myself and i
who am i?? i kept asking myself this question..not just people around me said that i had changed BUT also my closed fren..recently,i realized that i'm not the old me anymore...i somehow found myself to be a monster...
i once used to be very cheerful,nothing to kept from any1 else...now still the same,as in cheerful...but i kept everything to myself...is it because i had been hurt,had been betrayed? or is it bcuz i had no1 that i trust to talk to? i dont know what came over me...
i have lots and lots of unhappy things...at times,i just wish to cry...but big girls dont cry =) i tried to be strong...i tried my best...but there's a limit...i dont know how long i can go on anymore...sometimes,i feel like i'm going to collapse soon...
what more can i do? i'm hiding my feelings...this is just so not me...i used to be someone who shows out all the emotions...even if i dont,i will share...i really do miss the old me...well,humans do grow old...so as for me,i think because of the changes around me,i'm changing according to it too...so far,mature was 1 of it that i heard from =) glad to hear that...
on next friday,we'll be celebrating hl's birthday...the whole class will go to pavilion for movie...we will be buying a mini skirt for lynn ^^ hope she will like it...and hey gal,you're 1 year big d...and enjoy your last year of teen ^^ we'll be taking lotsa pics =D
i once used to be very cheerful,nothing to kept from any1 else...now still the same,as in cheerful...but i kept everything to myself...is it because i had been hurt,had been betrayed? or is it bcuz i had no1 that i trust to talk to? i dont know what came over me...
i have lots and lots of unhappy things...at times,i just wish to cry...but big girls dont cry =) i tried to be strong...i tried my best...but there's a limit...i dont know how long i can go on anymore...sometimes,i feel like i'm going to collapse soon...
what more can i do? i'm hiding my feelings...this is just so not me...i used to be someone who shows out all the emotions...even if i dont,i will share...i really do miss the old me...well,humans do grow old...so as for me,i think because of the changes around me,i'm changing according to it too...so far,mature was 1 of it that i heard from =) glad to hear that...
on next friday,we'll be celebrating hl's birthday...the whole class will go to pavilion for movie...we will be buying a mini skirt for lynn ^^ hope she will like it...and hey gal,you're 1 year big d...and enjoy your last year of teen ^^ we'll be taking lotsa pics =D
Tuesday, November 10, 2009
Disappointments
you're wondering,why am i feeling disappointed?? well,here's the story...ytdy,i told my darling yuan and mashi that this saturday go poppy...was vv excited bout it...yuan even call me to talk bout it..she even asked is it confirm...and i said YES~!!! but now...mashi MOST probably cant go...
reason?? well,he just told me that he dated his fren last week saying that this sat go for movie =( actually i'm vv disappointed and upset now bcuz he didnt told me ytdy when i say this sat go poppy...he had given both me and my darling hope...now,left us with disappointments...
but i truly understands that it's ok if he didnt go,bcuz he didnt see his fren since june...just that i'm feeling vv unhappy now...almost burst into tears...u might be thinking that i'm a cry baby...but think again...after all those excitements...it ended up for nothing =(
he did change alot since the last day we met...he wasnt like this b4...he was vv good...but now,everything he do,the way he talk...just doesnt seems like the mashi i once knew...became more lanci...dunno what came into him...haihz...i just dun hope to lose this good fren...and hope he can chge back to the old him when i first knew him...
honestly,i'm really feeling very moody now =( need a hug...and i do hope there will be changes in the plan...hope that there's miracle...hope that the poppy night is still on
reason?? well,he just told me that he dated his fren last week saying that this sat go for movie =( actually i'm vv disappointed and upset now bcuz he didnt told me ytdy when i say this sat go poppy...he had given both me and my darling hope...now,left us with disappointments...
but i truly understands that it's ok if he didnt go,bcuz he didnt see his fren since june...just that i'm feeling vv unhappy now...almost burst into tears...u might be thinking that i'm a cry baby...but think again...after all those excitements...it ended up for nothing =(
he did change alot since the last day we met...he wasnt like this b4...he was vv good...but now,everything he do,the way he talk...just doesnt seems like the mashi i once knew...became more lanci...dunno what came into him...haihz...i just dun hope to lose this good fren...and hope he can chge back to the old him when i first knew him...
honestly,i'm really feeling very moody now =( need a hug...and i do hope there will be changes in the plan...hope that there's miracle...hope that the poppy night is still on
Sunday, November 8, 2009
SEM 2 - WEEK 5
this whole week nothing much happen lor...life just like river that flows...which means it's smooth but at times,water that run thru rocks have splashes a bit...i had coursework test on monday...then the whole week no event...
called phoebe ytdy...she was going to quottro or phuture...she did invite me,but i didnt go...cuz ryan said going to genting mar...but all thanks to MK lar...we didnt go...ryan's frens did call him to go sanctuary...unfortunately,it's full hse there...
so,jin chong's frens invited us to go bamboo 9...i drove...fetch both of them...went there...ah seng's gf is totally hot~!!! and frenly too...unlike jermaine's..we dance and drink and chat...ryan vomit blood again...haihz...
he had given me the "licence" to control him not to drink any alcoholic drinks anymore...lolz...i do hope he can do it also lar...i was kinda drunk ytdy...so i didnt fetch ryan home...i dump him at jin chong's hse...lolz...sorry...both of them said i drove at high speed...sorry lar...a bit drunk,rushing back home to sleep...i felt that i'm kinda lucky cuz there isnt any road blocks and i didnt had accident...lesson learnt was never drive when u know u're going to drink alchol....thank god =)
tomolo will be having economics coursework test again =( i haven study yet...but fret not,i still have time and my foundation is consider good =) pls pray that i will pass it with flying colours ^^
called phoebe ytdy...she was going to quottro or phuture...she did invite me,but i didnt go...cuz ryan said going to genting mar...but all thanks to MK lar...we didnt go...ryan's frens did call him to go sanctuary...unfortunately,it's full hse there...
so,jin chong's frens invited us to go bamboo 9...i drove...fetch both of them...went there...ah seng's gf is totally hot~!!! and frenly too...unlike jermaine's..we dance and drink and chat...ryan vomit blood again...haihz...
he had given me the "licence" to control him not to drink any alcoholic drinks anymore...lolz...i do hope he can do it also lar...i was kinda drunk ytdy...so i didnt fetch ryan home...i dump him at jin chong's hse...lolz...sorry...both of them said i drove at high speed...sorry lar...a bit drunk,rushing back home to sleep...i felt that i'm kinda lucky cuz there isnt any road blocks and i didnt had accident...lesson learnt was never drive when u know u're going to drink alchol....thank god =)
tomolo will be having economics coursework test again =( i haven study yet...but fret not,i still have time and my foundation is consider good =) pls pray that i will pass it with flying colours ^^
Wednesday, November 4, 2009
the next outing...
ohh...i forgotten to mention sth in my last post...tat day i went to lagoon with ryan mar...we wore the same shirt,same design,same colour...same pants,but diff colour...argh~!!! we zhong sam =( his bro say,zhong dou jeng...haha...i oso stun when i went into the car and saw ryan wore the same clothes as me...
we planned to go for movie 2012...it is still in planning stage...will be going with class...the usual mates...going to pavilion for that...they wanted to go on fri...but i cant...so we chged to sat nite ^^ right after our dinner,we go to pavilion...dinner will be havin at jalan aloh...it was gori's idea...i guess it's alright lar =) still waiting for confirmation only...this time we'll be going at nite...cuz hl got classes till 5 sth...so i guess it's gonna be fun =) lolz
we planned to go for movie 2012...it is still in planning stage...will be going with class...the usual mates...going to pavilion for that...they wanted to go on fri...but i cant...so we chged to sat nite ^^ right after our dinner,we go to pavilion...dinner will be havin at jalan aloh...it was gori's idea...i guess it's alright lar =) still waiting for confirmation only...this time we'll be going at nite...cuz hl got classes till 5 sth...so i guess it's gonna be fun =) lolz
Monday, November 2, 2009
Updates
well,i went for dinner on friday at D'fortune with ryan,mk and may...it's a western cuisine...then nothing much lar...the next day,i was suppose to go to phuture...but i cancel bcuz i need to wake up early on sunday morning...
on sat,we had class...after that i fetch chai yen home to let her prepare for our outing...then i leave her with felicia...becuz i need to look for my ex to separate our lines...but end up...haihz...i just had lunch with him...talked to his mum...there's things happening...but i couldnt write out...after that,i went to 1u to meet up with feli and cy...then we walked a while,we went to gei tak sek,kepong...took pic...i went home earlier cuz i need to prepare for the nite...
went to 1u again at nite...i watched jennifer's body...megan fox was sexy as usual...there's funny sexual scene too...actually that movie isnt as nice as i expected it to be...there's no conflict at all...it was all the same...just murder and drinking blood...
then on sunday,i went to lagoon with ryan,joyce and kat...nothing extraordinary...just normal...but it had expanded...it rains too...but we still get to play =) just a vv normal outing lor...haihz..
today i had a coursework test...i didnt study at all...i did...but it was like just go through...didnt do well...copy most of it...and some of it,i try to use my common sense...and all of us didnt have enough time to finish it...haihz...just hope to pass...
on sat,we had class...after that i fetch chai yen home to let her prepare for our outing...then i leave her with felicia...becuz i need to look for my ex to separate our lines...but end up...haihz...i just had lunch with him...talked to his mum...there's things happening...but i couldnt write out...after that,i went to 1u to meet up with feli and cy...then we walked a while,we went to gei tak sek,kepong...took pic...i went home earlier cuz i need to prepare for the nite...
went to 1u again at nite...i watched jennifer's body...megan fox was sexy as usual...there's funny sexual scene too...actually that movie isnt as nice as i expected it to be...there's no conflict at all...it was all the same...just murder and drinking blood...
then on sunday,i went to lagoon with ryan,joyce and kat...nothing extraordinary...just normal...but it had expanded...it rains too...but we still get to play =) just a vv normal outing lor...haihz..
today i had a coursework test...i didnt study at all...i did...but it was like just go through...didnt do well...copy most of it...and some of it,i try to use my common sense...and all of us didnt have enough time to finish it...haihz...just hope to pass...
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