Hidden Part of Me...

You know, i've been missing my high school life soooooo soooooo much :(

One of it was like being in a world that's yours (although it's not under my control :P)

and another...my dancing days...

Those that don't know me,they only thought that i'm a ballet dancer (which we did tap dance too)...but other than that...i'm missing my contemporary dance :( took the hip hop classes outside...i know i don't look like 1 right?

But,recently,heard that there's drama club as well as dance club in my uni...went on and check it out...i didn't start the dance earlier on cuz i was too busy till now,i have time to settle down...the trial class was on Monday...it was popping,hip hop and breakdance...but i actually expect more than that like sex jazz and etc....anyway,i had fun there tho...

1 of the reason,tremendously missed the dancing days :( feeling like a hard boned old lady...and the 2nd was...guess what?? my lover loves dancerrrr :P but the main reason to join in because it's winter and i dun wanna get fat as well as to fill up the "missing dance" part days :(

and...

now that my fingers couldn't touch my piano...damn! i wanna take the lessons here as well :( owh goshhhhh...i miss the time and esp those romantic and classical songs played with so much feelings...

gahhh...

i'll go back soon i guess...

it's not even the second month here yet :(

hurrryyyyyyyyy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

waiting impatiently~

Can I complain?

I sooooo wanna complain a bit...just a lil bit...

i can't believe this...i spent my whole day sleeping like a big fat pig!!!! shitttt!!! well,i had class this morning...came back and lazed around on cherrie's bed,hopefully she'll wake up by then...but she did not...

looking at the time on my cell,it's already half past 12...decided to cook myself a brunch...while eating,there's this meter-taker-guy came over to record the electric meter and the gas...jeezzzz...!! can't i just eat my brunch peacefully? hmph!

and finally,cherrie woke up...it's edi 1 plus in the noon!!! was suppose to go out to town with her but the air outside is so friggin cold tat we decided to stay home (even tho it's sunny! The sun is such a good cheater) clean up my room a bit then I WAS going to take a nap...unfortunately,i slept till it's 6 in the evening!!! GOSHHH!!! time wasted T.T

can't do anything bout it...freshen up myself and went to cherrie's room to chat with her...she asked if i wanna go over to a fren's house for dinner...well,i said ok since it's already too late to cook and she's feeling lazy too...so we just put on our track bottom and jackets for the top...i'm wearing gloves cuz it's freezing outside!!!

after the dinner,cherrie and I went to library to do our research projects...stayed till quarter past 11...we walk like a mad and it's getting colder...she even said that it's the shortest time ever she had used to walk back from library :P

P/S: Library closed at 12am :)

Uni life has been really hectic...not the class kinda hectic...but the assignments and presentations!!! other than that,we're enjoying ourselves here as an international student...ooh ooh...before i forget,we went to Liverpool the other day :) pictures will be on facebook soon

i'm missing my family members sooooo much right now :( i miss how my sister and i teased each other up till a point where we can fight and argue...even my dad...all tho he nags a lot and give me the grumpy face,but i still know he loves me...and my BABY BOY!!!! goshhh!! i seriously miss that fur ball where he always listens to my heart...and my mum's cooks :( ofcuz my cousins as well and the friends!

Love life :

had been re-reading his old blog again...the part when he's with Eva...when i read,i start to realize 1 thing...i'm actually feeling the same of what he wrote there...never thought a person like him has a sensitive part too...but i guess the past had made him who he is today...

so i don't think i'll stay long this way since we talked things out and even if i understand,it's time for me to act my part...bye bye silly thoughts and jealousy! (oits,you're the same too last last last time :P never thought u'll be jealous and think too much! dun deny,it's all in your blog :P)

He had been really busy and will be busy for the days to come...but we still managed to talk to each other even tho it's just a short period of time...he's coming anyway in december...sorry dear that i gave you so much troubles...he hasn't update his blog lately...ofcuz,one of the reason,he's kinda busy that's why he only blogs randomly...

Although there's nothing much to read bout me and him,but i know how he feel and the memories will always be remained the same...Most of the time,he teases me...well,it's all the time! :P but there's just a chemical between me and him...

Note to him only : Hunney, you can stop worrying bout me :) i'm not that naughty kinda girl...yes,i admit that i'm stubborn...but hey! you're 1 grumpy too...and...I'm sorry that most of the time i made you angry,do silly stuffs that annoyed you and i'm truly sorry that you had to bring so much of my things over :P you just know how much chemical i had on u...i love you most.

it's been 1 month and a week here already...but i'm still feeling hard to leave my friends behind and my family too...since i'm like a sunshine to them,that brought so much joy and at times just too talkative like a chatterbox,it must really quiet without me being there :( and i miss how they made me laugh like mad...

it makes me even harder to sleep right now :( resulting from that long nap! DAMN!

can i drunk myself up???

anyway,i'm signing off...it's a bit of a long post eh? :P

chaoz!

....counting down...

67 days more to goooooo~!!!
weeeeeeeeeeeeee~!!!!
i cant wait to see him...

bie,if you're reading this,i want you to know;
"Every now and then,I'm thinking of you as always...without me mentioning it,you know how much I miss you"

Goodnight my sweetheart!

3am in the UK...

i actually do not know what to blog about first :( because classes on these 2 weeks were only on the research project assignment...bloody boring!!! weather's been really cold recently...some even said that we might see snow early...some said,winter's gonna come early...blah blah blah...

i'm starting to feel home sick :( missing my families and friends and my baby...and even the food and the hot weather back there...sigh...how i wish my home country is just near to wherever i am :P

been sick...and it's really torturing me! grrrr!!! scratch this part XD

you know what,cherrie said that fb is becoming more like a news reporter...and yes i replied,"the next morning,our homepage is gonna be full of steve jobs death post"...she couldn't agree more...and yes it really happened...i've seen a few posts where they say iphone 4s stands for iphone for steve...even heard rumors saying that they lost the iphone5 prototype in the bar...such a make up stories...but to be honest,apple group have really created the one technologies for our quality life...and my saying would be ;
3 apples changed the world. -The first one tempted Eve, -the second inspired Newton and, -the third was offered to the world half eaten by Mr. Steve Jobs.

Now for the love life...
we had arguments...as how far apart we are now,i totally can understand how both of us feel insecure...it only happened because of 1 reason only,which is both of us do not wanna lose each other...but we settled out :)

few days ago,i was surprised by him...at first,i thought he couldn't make the stay of 14 days...but instead,he extended the stay!!!!! i'm still excited over it and bragging it out to my housemate :P so in these 2 months,i must learn to cook with a lot of varieties for him to choose...

oh oh...!!! AND!!!! not to forget,we might even go on a trip to watch the aurora borealis event...it's a very rare occasion u know?!?! but with him,trips to anywhere also will be a romantic ones...even sahara dessert :P

how thoughtful of him to think that 14 days isn't enough...yeah,when i made that decision,i felt that way too...but i do not wanna be selfish as he need to work as well...hehehee....i'm looking forward to the day he arrive :)

Hunney,I'm actually not crazy,but i really am happy when you get jello :P it means u care...but we both now understands where we stand right? as how much we'd been thru together,our love will only go stronger ♥

Do you know how much i miss you?
Till i dreamt of you :(
i hope time will fly to december and stop right there :P i just cant wait to see you,feel your arms around me and your breath over me once more...
We shall take lotsa pictures together,and i don't give a damn if we look nice or not,ok?

Hunney, do you remember this photo? it's our very first photo taken on the way to port dickson with jie...guess what i'm doing right now...
I'm actually looking back at all our photos which i can feel i'd a very teary eye right now...must be missing you too much :(

But i know,we'll meet soon enough and have plenty of memorable moments together...
I heart you,my sweet Macho Grumpy Face ♥

Being a student once more...

It's been a week i've arrived in the UK...well,you know what? things here are MUCH MORE cheaper...like clothes,shoes,perfumes etc...all branded ones too!!! but the only thing which is expensive is the food at the restaurants :(

the weather here is changing rapidly...!! it's supposed to be autumn...but it seems like it has gone back to summer :( the temperature is higher than usual like 25 deg plus minus...it changes every single day...it can be freezing cold today and very warm the next...

classes will be starting tomorrow officially...the subjects are similar to the ones i've studied,just a level higher...and i'm learning proper english accent!! FINALLY :P southern ones are very much different from the north ones...and i'm at the north :)

Actually i'm feeling kinda nervous :( after all,i've stopped going to college since mid of may...being back to a student does make me feels kinda awkward...anyhow,i'll give my best shot! it's 12:22am here...time to off to bed!

Goodnight from UK and Good Morning Asia :)

helloooo UK

gahhhhh...!! i shall update some other time :P
it's almost 1 am tho...and it's my orientation day tomorrow...gotta rest early :P
ohh ohh...before i forget....

tadaaaaa!!!
It's my new Union Jack flag bedsheet!
Isn't it gorgeous?

will update more when i have more time :)
goodnight UK and Morning KL~

31 days more...

The title speaks for itself...it's a month more time that i'll be here in kl...attended a pre-departure briefing at double tree hilton ytdy...after listening to it,i'm even more sure that i'll love it there as they preserved the nature so well that the plants they built does not release smoke..it's all zero pollution...not to even mention bout the weather as well as the conveniency of traveling around the whole country...

Yes,excited as I am...Just like how my sweetheart is excited of leaving to singapore...the promises he made so far,he did keep it...as i said previously that how i wish to spend time with him before i leave to UK...well,he really did came back for a week...

Arriving on the 14th at 3am,i went over to pick him up...well...we did at least met each other every single day tho time spent was short...however,i'm still am happy because i had the opportunity to see him still...slept over after picking him up and need to work full day the next day...he even delivered lunch for me on monday...as promised,we went over to mid valley on tuesday and finally i got my new reebok shoes :P

On wed,we went for the night market as usual...as how much he misses the food there,i misses walking the crowded path with him holding me tightly all the time :) Planned to sleep over since we never will have much chance to meet up and i even exchange shift with my colleague...one of the reason was the road outside his hse is really congested in the morning that i could hardly wake up to avoid them...another was that i wanna sleep beside him much longer...

On that thursday,my fren and I went over to some guys house to question him regarding my salary...well,it's really a long story...after all,it's already settled...that's what most important...hunney and I still spend the last moments together before he left...on friday night,we had our dinner at Bubba Gum and watch Cowboys VS Aliens...oooooo my Daniel Craig :P haha...he sent me back becuz i was complaining bout my smelly hair...after the bath,i drive over to his place since i need to wake up early in the morning the next day..

Happy moments do flies eh? Tho the time spent together wasnt much,but i'm still satisfy that we're able to see each other every single day...To me,even a minute could meant forever...Now that we had to go back to our on routes....He went back to sg to work and me as well,working as usual...still working things up on the packing for UK :P i know i'm a slow coach...cant help it...

Hunney, I know you must be worried even though u denied it :P but i am not leaving you k? Just kinda excited for leaving this hot-weather country and experience sth new for myself...with greens all around...Just like how u're excited when you leave to sg...All these while,the promises you made to me, had been kept and you did promise me to come k? 14 days at least plsssss *puppy eyes*purrrrr* :P

Thank you dear for coming back...even tho it's just a week...it's better than ntg still...and i still get to spend the most of it with you...that does not compare to the visits of u to ah toh hse k? :P hehe...as how u always say it,we have forever...*DO BEHAVE* :P

Love you,my mr grumpy face :P

it does seems like i still have lotsa days eh? BUT HEY! it isn't...i still gotta pack and clean my room...which is really messy :P it takes forever..!! GRRR!! hrmmm...so far...all i needed,i had bought it edi...but there isn't much to bring tho...just the girl's stuff which is loads! anyway,will be updating my blogs with pics when i'm there...
A TOAST TO MY NEW LIFE :P

Grumpy face,till we meet again....in UK ♥