a step further...

yuhooooooo~~~ i finally found a time to blog again...
hrrmmm...i stopped at jan aiy??
so...

February : it's CNY!!! uh huh!!! as usual,i went to bie's place again as i said,they have this open house event every year...bie came to pick me up from my hometown...i'm glad that this time,we make a better turn for mua dad =) and intern starts at cho 5 =(

As usual,the 14th,he's working for deftones...so we didnt spend our valentine together...it's ok for me...valentine days are worse than inflations! the prices just for a set dinner cost a fortune! a lil exaggerating...but...that's how it is...to me,my valentine days are the days we spend time with each other...after all,he's the main role in it =D

there's this one night,he sms-ed me that he woke up half way dreaming bout me...and i love how he say that he smell my hair fragrance on his pillow and that he missed me ^^

somewhere in between,he almost gave up...was so heartbreaking...however...we manage to save it back...

March : the happiest month so far! he came by my office and took lunch with me...it's the first time and he went off for work after that...i remember how sweetheart dun wan any bday surprises from me,so we make it simple and had dinner at tenji...off to movida to celebrate sun's bday after that...it was the first time ever in so long that we club together...but hunney,i'm sorry that i'm drunk and need to u to drive all the way back =(

on the 20th,we were suppose to go to putrajaya hot air balloons festival but i couldnt make it cuz i got no car at home...plan changed and he came to pick me up...we went for the famous yong tao foo at ipoh road and off to low yat...he made me cried for buying me a laptop...as he always knew that i want a laptop of my own...Sony Vaio it is and i'm still loving it...*shhhh...it's just me...our lappie has the same colour =P* went back to homey,installed and off to 1u for movie =D

on the 26th,it's my bday you know...well,it's just isn't officially yet...but celebrating earlier...here are some pics of it...♥ cake 1

Yours truly

Baby is part of the family too ♥

well...this wasn't as i planned...it was suppose to be a bigger party i had in my new hse...with a club theme...however,sth came up so was switch to a simple 1...thanks for those who come...u guys really made it happened...and for those who didnt,still,thanks for remembering and the prezzies as well =D

i'm glad as well that hunney made it in the end...which i know,he is really really tired and rushing to my place...hunney,thanks a lot for ur presence and the lappie ♥

Happy 21st Birthday to me-self~!!

an adult finally...sigh...i'm just old =( too fast!

I'm Back~!!

AloooooHaaaa~~~!!!!
hahaha...yeah...i know...it's been quite some time i update my blog and it does seems so dead eh? tis time,i promised...with pichas =D it was the same ol' reasons...hectic schedules...ACCA was really a tough climb path...but,i believe,it's always never give up =)

OH...BTW~~~~
my blog is ALIVE with colours...!!! muahahaha...after sooo many months!

December : Somewhere in december,i remembered i did sth embarrassing in lecture hall...As popular as i am already,this adds on to my popularity...well,i kinda "HAR" loudly in the lecture hall...but there's always a story behind eh...mine was,the lecture was going too fast and the we couldnt copy down that fast and before we could finish it,he already moved on to next slide...LOL...everyone looks at me as i hide my face and they clapped their hands...hmmm...what for huh?? i dun get it as well =P

And somewhere in between,i remember bumping into bie ON THE ROAD~!! YEAH!!! again!!! but this time,we're on the same route!! i guess he didnt see me...i cut thru him,since i'm already late for class...and all i see was his lanci face =P guess he must be very tired after his work =)

As for my 11th month anni,bie brought me to Itallianese for din din =D i hate eating raw meats...however,the food there was really goood!! and i dun feel a bit disgusting at all =D

January : The best thing on this month was my 1st year anniversary gift from my sweetheart...well,at first,i was really disappointed that he almost canceled it due to a show...but in the end,we went!! =D

We went to PD...well,i know first thing u guys thought of it was a common place...but heck no,the room we stayed at had a private pool and the room is really beautiful...plus,hunney knew that i love beaches...

On the way to PD!!

You can even see the pool from the bathroom!

At the beach,taken by him~

It's a trip-pey Jan after all =D on my daddy's bday,we went to Sungkai...LOL...i haven even upload those photos into fb yet...but really no time mar =P

ooh ooh!! before i head to bed,
I'm going to get my belly pierced tomorrow!
yeah,i'm really excited =)

hunney,thanks a lot for making an effort to make all these happened...!! I love the holiday and I wish to go more with you..I still love you each and every day ♥

November!

20112010 : yes again,i'm going to his house to overnight...it's been a week plus i hadnt see him...i went there late,reach bout 9 or 9 plus...somehow,something happen that made me really really really angry and disappointed of him! but i'm not posting it out...it's just between us...

21112010 : still the same...the anger and disappointments are still in me...but somehow,we manage to talk it out...i never tot of this...that he cancel 1 whole SG show...ofcuz it's not only because of me...but i felt vv much of touched feelings...

24112010 : i've been slipping my tongues lately! i wondered why...we watched "grown ups" i guess if i hadn't mistaken and when i wanted to say spa + facial,i said spacial instead...and the usual him was laughing non stop! =D

27112010 : had dinner with his family...we went to a place where each of us ate a dish of fish for each! imagine that...daddy and mummy knew tat i couldnt finish up 1 fish,they order 1 for both me and sweetheart =) that night,bie was doing something that made me fall for him so much for all these months...those small detailed movements! he helped me removed the fish bones~!!! awwww...my sweetheart,u're just as sweet as ever! i love you =)

29112010 : sigh...this one is bout frenship...you know,time really change a person! i went to college as usual and i overheard some chats...i know nothing bout this "K" anymore...it was never like the past...she would never call me out anymore even if she's near...it's not just once or twice...but...at least,i do know that what type she is...

my mood was very bad until i had this fancy dinner with my family...this is my 2nd time...bill was amounting to 400++ rounded up to 500 bucks! tat's not all...i even had my fav ice cream at pavilion,the "fruity gelato" with my fav flavour =)

30112010 : again...i overheard her...well,i cant help it since we're sitting so close to each other...she was inviting one of her "current best bud" out...she said that she'll call if she's nearby...things really do change eh? we used to be best bud...but just because of her studies sticking to new ppl and a period of silence with me,she thought i neglected her...she cried in front of ppl and lastly,in front of me...being dramatic all she was...

i explained to her what really did happen...but i guess she don't get it at all,since she's a lil slow type of person...otherwise,we wouldnt be at where we are now...sigh...ppl changed! AND vv fast as well...

that was all for that month!

currently still very busy preparing for examinations!

a lil of 'ere and there

05112010 : since he's on holiday,i am as well...so i might just go over and overnight there...spending some precious moment with him...reach his home bout 1 plus and he's still sleeping...i even cook him a breakfast...then we took a nap...we had din din at home with his parents...sitting so closely to them and when the ever so furious mummy talks to me,i stumbled but i still kept myself calm! =P ahah...after din din,we went for a movie at Mid Valley watching "Megamind 3D"...we were wanting to watch sth else...but it's outta tickets! =(

06112010 : i didnt sleep well for the one whole night...i didnt know why but i kept waking up...and finally,he too woke up...went to leisure mall to have subway sandwiches...spending the voucher of "buy 1 free 1"...after that,we went to the cinema but luck wasn't by our side...tickets sold off for unstoppable or else,it's a bit late...bie couldnt cuz he have some place to go...

so we went off,bie kept complaining...saying that i wore so nice and even make up,we must watch movie...OWH so silly sweetheart~~ hearing this,i'm so happy because he do notice small stuffs bout me which my past didnt...but i have to be understanding as well,i dun wana cause him late...instead,we went to public bank and then to car wash =) we spend a lil time more at home and then he's off to toh's house...

09112010 : it's another day spending with him again...i went straight off to his house after my class...this time i didnt get him anything to eat cuz i thought that he would be sleeping the whole time...woke up and daddy say someone's treating their family for dinner...he kept asking me to go but i didnt want to...first off, i'm not in appropriate attire and no make ups...second off,i guess dinner is waiting for me by home...

it's just a lil updates from spending time to time with my precious one...

days were ordinary, except tat we're busy preparing for test and assignments...

tough days it was~~

Updates~~

Hello ppl~~~ i'm back!! from nowhere...been busy doing all those assignments...it's like alternatively weeks,we gotta submit assignments then on the next,we got test...yeah i know,it's like wat der hell!! it's gonna be a long post on memorables moments only =D and it will be painful to read without those colourful colours!

21102010 : it's ah toh's baby full moon!! and guess what,bie brought me along!! i know it's like a small matter to some of you ppl,but to me,it isn't...knowing his frenz it's wat i had been hoping long for...i met so many of his frens too and i get to carry the baby...i felt so nervous and afraid cuz the baby is sooooo petite...so fragile...

had fun all night long there...all the drinking,eating,knowing them,playing and talking nuisance! overall,it's been nice knowing them...esp tat Mr Darlie and the ever so playful ah Toh...i heard sweetheart said that i'm drunk...i guess i've been drinking non stop...for 2 reasons...1,he didnt tell me sth (but i got over it already) and 2,ofcourse it's the ol' me who cant resist =P

22102010 : there are signs of sweetheart getting sick soon...i felt so useless...i cant even do anything to make him feel better...wana cook him sth to eat or maybe some herbal tea oso cant...i can,but he's working...how am i suppose to give him?

25102010 : yes i know it's a monday...went to a midnight movie with bie...watch "The Other Guys" at 1u...i had class early in the morning the next day too..but it's vv hard to reject's your own bf...even tat king kong said tat...i guess she had settled down...and esp in my case,it's not always we can be together,tho he always mention tat we can spend time together anytime...

well,i just wana spend my time with him whenever i can...unless,i really really really cant!

31102010 : it's our 9th month anni and i totally forgotten bout it until bie wishes me...that was after so long,he remembered and i'm the one who's forgotten bout it...seriously,small things like tat can make me feel so happy...at night,we went to 1u for movie again...we watch "takers"...it was a midnight show...so yeah! the next day,i totally have this zombified face on me =P

Happy 9th month~

NOVEMBER comes...

we had a few arguments here and there...but hey! in which relationship has no arguments? if there isn't,then that's really a big prob...it's proven with a research...but i guess we'd talk it out...

04112010 : the date looks familiar right? well,it's UniQlo launching day...from fb,i get to see so many ppl queue-ing up a long line just to go in and get some shirt...me and bie went there at night...there's even barricade! god! imagine the crowd~!!

we walked around...and for the 2nd time,we went to pavilion =) it's been so long we walk the malls like this...went to "Sushi Tei" to have our din din~~ deeeeliiiciousss...but...service was so-so only...i didnt get to eat my "Fruity Gelato" ice cream =( cuz there's no more room for it =P

suppose to go to his house to overnight then go for holiday the next day,but we didnt make it...cuz he didnt tell me the plan earlier...it's like too rush...so,next time i guess...went back home and watch some movies with him =) and then,he send me back...

I'll stop right here and continue in the next post~~

gotta continue on my studies...yeah,test again =(

just gotta hang on for 1 more week!! and then,i can get my sleeps back =P

tata~~

Just a dream~

It is just for me to read

It just felt so real that i couldn't differentiate what's real and what's not~

Another New Sem...

27092010 : Back to college...

It's tortoise's birthday today...hl had planned 2 surprises for her...we were expecting the disappointed face from her...but she didnt show it out T.T when the 2nd surprise came in,she was so shocked...and we even recorded a video of it...i'm not in it cuz i'm the 1 holding the cam...nothing out of the extraordinary in college...it's just the same me who's talking and blabbing non stop =P

and king kong told me that brandon said i slim down already...goshh!! so means that day,he wasn't lying and joking lar...haha...happy ofcourse and i'm keeping it up =D

30092010 : it's the 8th month anniversary and yet we didnt wish each other...cuz we're both forgetful ppl...so just be it...and yet this time,i even forget bout it...nvm,the first year anni will come =D

01102010 : as planned,went to sunway pyramid for skating...after so long for not skating,i'm rusted inside...lolz...everyone falls except me and ck...haha...and i even throw ice to them...hehe...had fun there tho...

had been spending most of the days with my sweetheart...cuz he'll be busy for the coming weeks i guess...saying that next month oni he's free...this was the last week i'll be seeing him i guess...

well,on the saturday,we didnt go out...instead,spending those precious time with him,bennie and daddy...went to kajang there for dinner...as for them,they love the soups there...for some of u out there,u guys might thought,"what?!?! saturday,pak tor at home?!?!" BUT...for me,i love the way it is because we get to talk whereas we can't do that much of inner-talks in public...it felt so hang fuk being every seconds close to him...

still,on the sunday,i went over again...ppl's having tea by that time,but for him,it's his breakfast...yeap...he woke up suppa late...i dabao for him and i tot of going for a swim...but he gotta wash his shoes and i got no shirts =( i soooo wanted to swim...but anytime lar...i went home before dinner...leaving him,it's so hard...

there are ppl asking me,"not bored after being in a long term relationship?"

all i answer was,"if you get bored so easily now,how are u going to stay forever when u get married? furthermore,i've been into a longer term relationship summo...and drew's lifestyle is affecting me...in a way,i still feel so fresh whenever we meet each other and having the urge of wanting to see him...might be because of his job...which we get to meet whenever he's free and we cant when he's busy...at times...we didnt even get to meet for a month"

Sweetheart,

i might be late for this...and you might not have the time to read my post...

i just wana say...

Happy 8th Month!

and...

I'll cope with you like how you did with me...

I don't mind cuz I know the way you work and how busy you'll get...

but it wouldn't come between us...

I Love You~