sudden news struck my feelings

last nite sth happened...but never mind it...i just read pei chie's blog...and i was so sad after i read it...long ago,my ex planned a trip to Sg Klah...i had really wanted to go there...but now...i guess it will remain as a dream...it has vv beautiful scenery and vv relaxing...i cant go anymore cuz i noe tat my ex wudnt even ask me bout it...i really am sad,and some kind of vv confused emotions that actually doesn't sounds good...haihz...i really do hope i can go there...