been talking on the phone with ryan again...talked for an hour plus...yeah...it was hell long...lolz...we discussed on problems persists...he knew that what he was doing...he knew lots...and i just understands he doesnt know how to express it...well...sud i set a dateline or sud i just let it flow like how george said??
i havent asked JL yet...i sud have talk to him first...there's lotsa things ryan told me today...he's starting to open up to me bit by bit...it's time for me to change...a new me,a new personality,a new characteristics...from external to internal
yes...in the previous post,i said cy told me i had changed...i guess tat isnt good enough...so i had decided to change even more...i aint gona care bout anyone anymore...with exceptions ofcuz...i will continue to give concern to my best buddies..
i'm not gona be sticky anymore to any1...it is finally time to change...haihz...on the other hand,i still dont know if i should set a dateline or not...when the time comes,i will let go of everything =) then no1 will suffer right? yeap...then yes,it is =) i am already independent...now,i must learn how to be strong and be even more mature...
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