The Fifth...

It's already the fifth month?
Yes,it is...
and as usual,he is always the forgetful one...but i understand his workload was one of the reasons that he didnt remember,and the other reason was because there isnt an end for us...that's what he said and which is what i gotta noe too by today...
we had a deal that the next time i wouldnt say it out nor wish him...so i guess,this time would be the last until the 1st year anni comes...

something i've learnt today from him...
"to never think of something that haven even happen and that is to prevent unnecessary sadness"
at first,i was fighting back all his points by mentioning the future,but then...
i had a second thought...i felt that he got his points too...at least,i wouldnt be sad if anything happen and ruin the future plan...i was,in the past i meant...so depressed,upset,all over that relationship which i tot it would last till the marriage...but things really do happen...and everything change...

a past is a past...at least i'm happy now with him...
things are changing from time to time...

the examination i'm having,it's coming very soon...just a couple days more..i'm nervous ofcourse...till i couldnt even get good sleeps...dress code was a 1 piece dress...i've selected a few,but it is yet to be decided...i'll be going to class after that...and i'm very much afraid that my frens will joke around cuz of the dress...i mean,who wore dress to college...it's not just ordinary dress...it's those kind which u see ladies piano performers wore...

Just wish me luck =)

believe it or not,it's already half sem gone...but i dont feel a single thing...i mean,i felt like the new sem just started only...
anyway,after that exam,i'm going to partay~!!!
or maybe a day out with georgey and with whoever wana join...
sweetheart will be busy till september i guess or maybe till begining of next year?
i've gotta make plans for myself to pass my time...
it's still a subject to change,but clubbing is on the top list amongst all =P

I could really use a wish right now~

Happy 5th Month,Dear!

looking back to the past,

looking back to how much we've been thru..

it wasn't easy but i know that i hold on because..

i love you...