i can see that you really had lotsa things on your mind...aite...here goes...it was a vv usual college day...then we yam cha at nite..with hw,vc,yielyn and jl...including me and you...thanks for fetching me anyway...
we reached kinda late...but nvm lar,jl oso bout 10 pm only off duty...all the time,you were just busy pressing your handphone or laptop checking on her...even hw said that you came out not to yam cha...but i truly understands that what you had on your mind...
well,b4 12am,everyone went home...just left the 2 of us...i accompanied you...was supposed to sleep early,cuz having discussion at 8 the next day...but i stay...bout 2 sth only we left station 1..
u were chatting with alvin and hl in msn...and i saw everything...you told alvin that u had been hurt by gals...u wana be a player and you saw frens around you oso had been hurt by gals too...at that particular moment,i was thinking,did i hurt you like the way she did?? i do hope you can be rationale a bit...
this gurl wasnt simple...i told you that,i warned you...even your frens...even your mum...but u chose not to believe us..end up this way...not to say i'm being jealous of what...but that's the truth...
think properly lar...dun let your feelings control you...i'm sure there are much more better gurls than her outside there...that you deserve...dun hope to see you hurt this way again...may god bless you...
Saturday, November 28, 2009
Wednesday, November 25, 2009
another day of HYPER-ness
lolz...ck ar...i know u are reading this...sorry,couldnt make it to post this on the 24th...i just woke up...hahaha...12 sth now almost 1am jor...so it's 25th...another new day ler =)
wonder why,i went crazy whole day long...vv active...hahah...i had a vv good night sleep last nite...mayb cuz i was too tired after donating blood...
today i bought grapes to eat...seedless ones...jo jo asked funny question when she saw that grapes of mine...she asked "what is that"...and i answer "DARK CHOCOLATE"...lolz...everyone laughed ^^
i took some pictures of it too...will be uploading them tomolo...including the blood donation's photos =)
went for BRUNCH today...brunch is wat we call when we eat breakfast and lunch together...hehe...cost savings =) went to old place for that...then headed back to college...didnt went to the library lar...was in car,lazy to go down...so lynn check our assignments in my car...while she's checking,i'm eating my baby grapes...they're soooo cute and small in size...i ate the big ones too...erica asked "why all so small 1 de"...hahah...that's the reason why =D
wonder why,i went crazy whole day long...vv active...hahah...i had a vv good night sleep last nite...mayb cuz i was too tired after donating blood...
today i bought grapes to eat...seedless ones...jo jo asked funny question when she saw that grapes of mine...she asked "what is that"...and i answer "DARK CHOCOLATE"...lolz...everyone laughed ^^
i took some pictures of it too...will be uploading them tomolo...including the blood donation's photos =)
went for BRUNCH today...brunch is wat we call when we eat breakfast and lunch together...hehe...cost savings =) went to old place for that...then headed back to college...didnt went to the library lar...was in car,lazy to go down...so lynn check our assignments in my car...while she's checking,i'm eating my baby grapes...they're soooo cute and small in size...i ate the big ones too...erica asked "why all so small 1 de"...hahah...that's the reason why =D
Monday, November 23, 2009
Blood Donation Campaign 2009
today the blood donation campaign 2009 starts...planned to donate on thurs geh...but frens are going today..so i went lu...
first i enter the college hall...they measure our weight...then we need to fill up particulars form...then wait...after that we need to test our blood is in which category...i'm "O" type...after that,they measure our pressure and ask a lot things since this is my first time...
they key in our particulars and gave us a red book...is used everytime when we donate our blood...headed to next counter to take the blood bags and needles...after that have to wait again for my turn to donate...while waiting,i look at jon...OMFG~!!! i saw how the nurse insert the needles...vv scary..
i chose a seat for right hand geh...gori say it's better to choose active hand...so i did...i dare not look at my hand...kinda hurt a bit...the nurse say can start jor,so i kept move my palm...as in holding tight and form a shape of knuckle...
my blood is kinda concentrated...so kinda slow..but i press vv hard jor...i guess ok gua ^^ the bag is 450ml ler...damn lots...now my veins are blue black and even got a bump jor =( but after the donation,i felt dizzy...normal lar =) i oso felt happy cuz my blood may be used to save lifes =) photos of me donating blood will be upload later ^^
another thing was,i get back my economics result...it is far from my expectations...i get 38 over 40 ^^ hurray...another 2 marks gone cuz of careless mistakes =( haihz...nvm lar...try harder the next time =D
first i enter the college hall...they measure our weight...then we need to fill up particulars form...then wait...after that we need to test our blood is in which category...i'm "O" type...after that,they measure our pressure and ask a lot things since this is my first time...
they key in our particulars and gave us a red book...is used everytime when we donate our blood...headed to next counter to take the blood bags and needles...after that have to wait again for my turn to donate...while waiting,i look at jon...OMFG~!!! i saw how the nurse insert the needles...vv scary..
i chose a seat for right hand geh...gori say it's better to choose active hand...so i did...i dare not look at my hand...kinda hurt a bit...the nurse say can start jor,so i kept move my palm...as in holding tight and form a shape of knuckle...
my blood is kinda concentrated...so kinda slow..but i press vv hard jor...i guess ok gua ^^ the bag is 450ml ler...damn lots...now my veins are blue black and even got a bump jor =( but after the donation,i felt dizzy...normal lar =) i oso felt happy cuz my blood may be used to save lifes =) photos of me donating blood will be upload later ^^
another thing was,i get back my economics result...it is far from my expectations...i get 38 over 40 ^^ hurray...another 2 marks gone cuz of careless mistakes =( haihz...nvm lar...try harder the next time =D
Sunday, November 22, 2009
Fantastic Friday - 20112009
it's friday~!!! hurray...it's hwee lynn's birthday...well,we celebrated on thurs..we bought her a cake and a jeans skirt...she loves them..the plan was supposed to give her a surprise before our first lesson...but plan spoilt cuz i woke up late and yuen didnt have car...
then we had a second plan is to give her a surprise after our 1st lesson...surprised was spoilt again becuz of yuen sent the msg to wrong person...she sent to lynn~!!! well,nvm that...better than ntg =)
on friday,we had our pavilion days once more ^^ have lectures in the morning...then we went for breakfast...after that only head to pavilion =) we watched 2012 ^^ great movie...the ticket was vv vv long...it's for 23 persons..haha...we took pics of it too...it's in my fb...
we gals and guys oso took a group foto...categories each and have a big group of foto for both categories ^^ was having a great time...hopes that there's always another time again =) as in going to pavilion,watch movie in such big groups...this is our 1st time,the biggest of all...almost the whole class went =)
then we had a second plan is to give her a surprise after our 1st lesson...surprised was spoilt again becuz of yuen sent the msg to wrong person...she sent to lynn~!!! well,nvm that...better than ntg =)
on friday,we had our pavilion days once more ^^ have lectures in the morning...then we went for breakfast...after that only head to pavilion =) we watched 2012 ^^ great movie...the ticket was vv vv long...it's for 23 persons..haha...we took pics of it too...it's in my fb...
we gals and guys oso took a group foto...categories each and have a big group of foto for both categories ^^ was having a great time...hopes that there's always another time again =) as in going to pavilion,watch movie in such big groups...this is our 1st time,the biggest of all...almost the whole class went =)
Wednesday, November 18, 2009
Wet Wednesday
It's another rainy day in kl...everyday also rain and it rain non stop for the whole day =( rainy days always remind me of sadness,emo-ness...had my MA coursework test today...i did badly...i knew i will fail...no hope at it anymore...can only count on my coursework 2 and attendance...
had been thinking for a while...friends around me and my ex...there are ppl who understand me and there are not...most of them dun understands me...well,i wouldnt blame them bcuz i hide my feelings deeply and sometimes,i send out the wrong msg to them...when i'm serious,they thought i'm jk...when i'm jk,they thought i'm serious...only those who are really close to me understands me...
close here means like really very very best frens...darling yuan was one of it...sometimes i do not need to speak out,she also knew what i wana say...sometimes ppl thought those who close to me understands me...but i can tell u,even my ex dun understand me...
sometimes it really hurts when u see someone who's close to you,knew you for years...yet they still dun trust you,they still suspect you,they never support you,never stand by your side...it really hurts alot...
am i that hard to communicate with? my conditions are very easy...i just needed someone to support me by my side...i felt like i'm collapsing...i felt vv tired...tired of being acting strong,independent girl who doesnt need a man...deep down,i needed some1 to care for me,love me for who i am...sometimes,i need someone's shoulder to lean on...need someone to hug...
but it aint easy to find someone who totally understands me,care me and love me for who i am...well,i'll just let it flow...next year,i'll be doing ACCA...it means,there's no time for fun already...maybe just not that much...i will continue to update my post =)
had been thinking for a while...friends around me and my ex...there are ppl who understand me and there are not...most of them dun understands me...well,i wouldnt blame them bcuz i hide my feelings deeply and sometimes,i send out the wrong msg to them...when i'm serious,they thought i'm jk...when i'm jk,they thought i'm serious...only those who are really close to me understands me...
close here means like really very very best frens...darling yuan was one of it...sometimes i do not need to speak out,she also knew what i wana say...sometimes ppl thought those who close to me understands me...but i can tell u,even my ex dun understand me...
sometimes it really hurts when u see someone who's close to you,knew you for years...yet they still dun trust you,they still suspect you,they never support you,never stand by your side...it really hurts alot...
am i that hard to communicate with? my conditions are very easy...i just needed someone to support me by my side...i felt like i'm collapsing...i felt vv tired...tired of being acting strong,independent girl who doesnt need a man...deep down,i needed some1 to care for me,love me for who i am...sometimes,i need someone's shoulder to lean on...need someone to hug...
but it aint easy to find someone who totally understands me,care me and love me for who i am...well,i'll just let it flow...next year,i'll be doing ACCA...it means,there's no time for fun already...maybe just not that much...i will continue to update my post =)
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