Day 1 after he left UK...

...and yes,i'm back...

basically i just feel like blogging suddenly...

photos of us when he's here to be with me for a month!

The tower bridge

Him & Her

this is when he got really jello that my hot chocolate is prettier than his XD

Us in Durham Cathedral

In York

It's one of our favourites!

Well,prudence said i did a photobomb glamorous and i could't agree more :P

...and him playing his ps3

days of him in the UK...

had created so much more memories for us...

and even before he leave 2 weeks before,i'm bracing myself from crying but i tear still!

sigh...

after he left,my room felt so empty without his existence...

the paths we walk...

when we're holding our hands in his pocket cuz it's cold...

laughing and teasing at each other's jokes...

manja him and annoy him all the way...

picking me up after class...

playing his ps3 while waiting for me to cook...

all of these...i just missed it so much...

i guess,i'm just used to stay with him...

and do my daily routines with him in it...

...after this,it'll be 11 months...

term 2 is starting soon...

will be heck busy since it's the final term...

with all the assignments and dissertations...

hunney, i'm sorry for being such a princess...throwing tantrums and being ridiculous most of the time...but u do know i'm happy and i love u so much...one more thing that u didn't know was that i'm really grateful that you extended your time...i really am...i do not know how to thank you anymore...and hunney, i know i'm emotional...that's the one thing i can't control it...

i miss how you tie my shoe laces just like cinderella...

i miss how u wait for me in the room while i'm cooking dinner...

i miss how u cuddle me when we're watching tv...

i miss how u put ur arms around me at night...

but all of that, i just realized that is because i miss you most and i'm used to the life of having u in it..

no worries k dear?

i'll take care myself here as promised...

and you too k? you promised me! remember?

I love you most~

D.e.c.e.m.b.e.r

It is december already! time flies...and in few days more bout 3-4 days,i'm going to meet up with my hunney! YES IN LONDON!!!! weeeee~~~!!!

In the meantime,i'm trying to finish up my assignments or at least half done it :)

And hunney,i miss you sooooo much...when will i meet u again after this? :( sigh..cuz i can't go back till my convo...but scratch that,as long as i enjoy the moment now :)
I JUST CANT WAIT ANY LONGER! <3

Without you...

I had been really busy doing all the assignments which are due on the same month!

....then....i finally decided to take a break from my research proposal...

i was actually looking back at the old photos in facebook "photos of me"...yeah,that part...and i realized,i smiled and even laugh a bit because all that recalls the memories we had...

the part where we always went to club...yes,us 3 and then 4...the king kong,torty and piggy...then when annie came in...

the part where we always celebrate each others' birthday...

the part where i went to a genting trip with my sun and my zoo ppl!

the part where we do silly poses during our outings in DAC and AFA year!

...even in classes too...!!

our convo!

and all those beautiful memories...!!

slowly,i've started to tear a bit...cuz i realized,i missed you guys sooooo much...!!!

thank you for being there...for making me laugh *tho i know it haunts*

the wonderful and beautiful memories that you guys created!

the notty ones : charis,jl and MR JOHNNY :P and ofcuz the rest *dang! must claim for this title*

the quiet ones : you know who u are :)

the ones closest to me in class : well...the zoo XD hahahha

going thru all those photos,made me realized that we really had come a long way...

from a stranger to friends and now.... BEST FRIENDS!!

i will never forget all of u *unless i had memory loss* :P

and GORI and rest!! i havent forget you guys too :)

well...they always say that there's no such thing as "one size fits all"...

...BUT....

my sentence does!

which is....

I LOVE YOU ALL SOOOOO MUCH!

it's not even 2 months yet and i'm bloody homesick right now!

homesick as in spending time with my families and baby and ofcuz you guys!!!

I'm so looking forward to seeing you guys...!! i dun give a damn when...!! i just want it so badly that it could be tomorrow *blink blink* :P haha

anyway,

you guys just take care and you know where to reach me aite?

FACEBOOK!!!

or WHATSAPP :)

xoxo,

your laughing machine

Hidden Part of Me...

You know, i've been missing my high school life soooooo soooooo much :(

One of it was like being in a world that's yours (although it's not under my control :P)

and another...my dancing days...

Those that don't know me,they only thought that i'm a ballet dancer (which we did tap dance too)...but other than that...i'm missing my contemporary dance :( took the hip hop classes outside...i know i don't look like 1 right?

But,recently,heard that there's drama club as well as dance club in my uni...went on and check it out...i didn't start the dance earlier on cuz i was too busy till now,i have time to settle down...the trial class was on Monday...it was popping,hip hop and breakdance...but i actually expect more than that like sex jazz and etc....anyway,i had fun there tho...

1 of the reason,tremendously missed the dancing days :( feeling like a hard boned old lady...and the 2nd was...guess what?? my lover loves dancerrrr :P but the main reason to join in because it's winter and i dun wanna get fat as well as to fill up the "missing dance" part days :(

and...

now that my fingers couldn't touch my piano...damn! i wanna take the lessons here as well :( owh goshhhhh...i miss the time and esp those romantic and classical songs played with so much feelings...

gahhh...

i'll go back soon i guess...

it's not even the second month here yet :(

hurrryyyyyyyyy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

waiting impatiently~

Can I complain?

I sooooo wanna complain a bit...just a lil bit...

i can't believe this...i spent my whole day sleeping like a big fat pig!!!! shitttt!!! well,i had class this morning...came back and lazed around on cherrie's bed,hopefully she'll wake up by then...but she did not...

looking at the time on my cell,it's already half past 12...decided to cook myself a brunch...while eating,there's this meter-taker-guy came over to record the electric meter and the gas...jeezzzz...!! can't i just eat my brunch peacefully? hmph!

and finally,cherrie woke up...it's edi 1 plus in the noon!!! was suppose to go out to town with her but the air outside is so friggin cold tat we decided to stay home (even tho it's sunny! The sun is such a good cheater) clean up my room a bit then I WAS going to take a nap...unfortunately,i slept till it's 6 in the evening!!! GOSHHH!!! time wasted T.T

can't do anything bout it...freshen up myself and went to cherrie's room to chat with her...she asked if i wanna go over to a fren's house for dinner...well,i said ok since it's already too late to cook and she's feeling lazy too...so we just put on our track bottom and jackets for the top...i'm wearing gloves cuz it's freezing outside!!!

after the dinner,cherrie and I went to library to do our research projects...stayed till quarter past 11...we walk like a mad and it's getting colder...she even said that it's the shortest time ever she had used to walk back from library :P

P/S: Library closed at 12am :)

Uni life has been really hectic...not the class kinda hectic...but the assignments and presentations!!! other than that,we're enjoying ourselves here as an international student...ooh ooh...before i forget,we went to Liverpool the other day :) pictures will be on facebook soon

i'm missing my family members sooooo much right now :( i miss how my sister and i teased each other up till a point where we can fight and argue...even my dad...all tho he nags a lot and give me the grumpy face,but i still know he loves me...and my BABY BOY!!!! goshhh!! i seriously miss that fur ball where he always listens to my heart...and my mum's cooks :( ofcuz my cousins as well and the friends!

Love life :

had been re-reading his old blog again...the part when he's with Eva...when i read,i start to realize 1 thing...i'm actually feeling the same of what he wrote there...never thought a person like him has a sensitive part too...but i guess the past had made him who he is today...

so i don't think i'll stay long this way since we talked things out and even if i understand,it's time for me to act my part...bye bye silly thoughts and jealousy! (oits,you're the same too last last last time :P never thought u'll be jealous and think too much! dun deny,it's all in your blog :P)

He had been really busy and will be busy for the days to come...but we still managed to talk to each other even tho it's just a short period of time...he's coming anyway in december...sorry dear that i gave you so much troubles...he hasn't update his blog lately...ofcuz,one of the reason,he's kinda busy that's why he only blogs randomly...

Although there's nothing much to read bout me and him,but i know how he feel and the memories will always be remained the same...Most of the time,he teases me...well,it's all the time! :P but there's just a chemical between me and him...

Note to him only : Hunney, you can stop worrying bout me :) i'm not that naughty kinda girl...yes,i admit that i'm stubborn...but hey! you're 1 grumpy too...and...I'm sorry that most of the time i made you angry,do silly stuffs that annoyed you and i'm truly sorry that you had to bring so much of my things over :P you just know how much chemical i had on u...i love you most.

it's been 1 month and a week here already...but i'm still feeling hard to leave my friends behind and my family too...since i'm like a sunshine to them,that brought so much joy and at times just too talkative like a chatterbox,it must really quiet without me being there :( and i miss how they made me laugh like mad...

it makes me even harder to sleep right now :( resulting from that long nap! DAMN!

can i drunk myself up???

anyway,i'm signing off...it's a bit of a long post eh? :P

chaoz!

....counting down...

67 days more to goooooo~!!!
weeeeeeeeeeeeee~!!!!
i cant wait to see him...

bie,if you're reading this,i want you to know;
"Every now and then,I'm thinking of you as always...without me mentioning it,you know how much I miss you"

Goodnight my sweetheart!

3am in the UK...

i actually do not know what to blog about first :( because classes on these 2 weeks were only on the research project assignment...bloody boring!!! weather's been really cold recently...some even said that we might see snow early...some said,winter's gonna come early...blah blah blah...

i'm starting to feel home sick :( missing my families and friends and my baby...and even the food and the hot weather back there...sigh...how i wish my home country is just near to wherever i am :P

been sick...and it's really torturing me! grrrr!!! scratch this part XD

you know what,cherrie said that fb is becoming more like a news reporter...and yes i replied,"the next morning,our homepage is gonna be full of steve jobs death post"...she couldn't agree more...and yes it really happened...i've seen a few posts where they say iphone 4s stands for iphone for steve...even heard rumors saying that they lost the iphone5 prototype in the bar...such a make up stories...but to be honest,apple group have really created the one technologies for our quality life...and my saying would be ;
3 apples changed the world. -The first one tempted Eve, -the second inspired Newton and, -the third was offered to the world half eaten by Mr. Steve Jobs.

Now for the love life...
we had arguments...as how far apart we are now,i totally can understand how both of us feel insecure...it only happened because of 1 reason only,which is both of us do not wanna lose each other...but we settled out :)

few days ago,i was surprised by him...at first,i thought he couldn't make the stay of 14 days...but instead,he extended the stay!!!!! i'm still excited over it and bragging it out to my housemate :P so in these 2 months,i must learn to cook with a lot of varieties for him to choose...

oh oh...!!! AND!!!! not to forget,we might even go on a trip to watch the aurora borealis event...it's a very rare occasion u know?!?! but with him,trips to anywhere also will be a romantic ones...even sahara dessert :P

how thoughtful of him to think that 14 days isn't enough...yeah,when i made that decision,i felt that way too...but i do not wanna be selfish as he need to work as well...hehehee....i'm looking forward to the day he arrive :)

Hunney,I'm actually not crazy,but i really am happy when you get jello :P it means u care...but we both now understands where we stand right? as how much we'd been thru together,our love will only go stronger ♥

Do you know how much i miss you?
Till i dreamt of you :(
i hope time will fly to december and stop right there :P i just cant wait to see you,feel your arms around me and your breath over me once more...
We shall take lotsa pictures together,and i don't give a damn if we look nice or not,ok?

Hunney, do you remember this photo? it's our very first photo taken on the way to port dickson with jie...guess what i'm doing right now...
I'm actually looking back at all our photos which i can feel i'd a very teary eye right now...must be missing you too much :(

But i know,we'll meet soon enough and have plenty of memorable moments together...
I heart you,my sweet Macho Grumpy Face ♥