Landed Feet on Land of Home...

Before writing what's happening in KL, let me update on my last 2 weeks in the UK...

It's been weeks my hunney hasn't received my mail but probably it's been in the mailbox and he's pretty busy...it made me worried sick although it's nothing valuable in it...

Almost a month since the date I posted it out and I got a call from the love..

Never thought he'll find it sweet but yes,he did :)

Love letter - my way of sending despite the modern technologies!

I'm in seventh heaven ofcourse!

Up next,
I had resigned earlier due to unforeseen circumstances...

Went back to Boro but heck!

House's washing machine was broke and so does the shower...

I'm fortunate that Pru let me stay with her...

...and...we make delicious pancakes..yuuuummmm *sluuuurrrrrppppp*

I like having it with strawberry syrup but she preferred having it with nutella, slices of bananas and sprinkles of chocolate powder!

The delicious breakfast that I couldn't ask for more!

Just a couple of days before I leave UK,

Cat and I decided to go to London for the Paralympics Games and the Harry Potter Studio!

It's a disappointment, I shall say...
However, I had great time...
girls talk...and also the korean food which is run by a Korean!
It's so much better than the ones in KL or am I just craving for Korean foods?

Here's the set lunch we'd ordered!

Please excuse my eye make up!

What do you expect from doing a make up in a fast train?

and yes,I love my new lip tint!

Hunney got his new phone...

Look what did he put as the wallpaper...
that's so sweet of him :)

Me on hunney's phone :)

Needed haircut desperately that I can't wait to let it done in KL...

and so...i decided to utilize my student discounts :P
ngek ngek ngek!

I have to say, I'm very pleased with it and yes, I love it!

Done it in Boro...will definitely recommend it!

New hair cut with my favourite sweat shirt!

Weeks, my hunney had been telling me that he can't pick me up at the airport which he promised he will because there's a launching...

It's a disappointment actually, although I know things like this will happen...

He told me, "I sent someone to come and pick you up with your name written...you'll be sent off in a 'similar and close to horse carriage'..."
at that point, I don't understand and I can't figure out what is...
until the day I landed home...
when I'm searching for the person who's holding a card with my name on it...I couldnt find it and decided to give hunney a call...

Out of nowhere, his voice appears behind me...

I still couldnt get myself together because of the surprise and the shock-ness running through my veins!

I still can't believe it...

instead of white horse carriages, I've been picked up by the prince himself!

and ofcourse, I'm way more than happy!

My Japanese man ♥

Hunney, thank you for everything...

As you know, I'm not good with words plus, there's not even a word to describe how happy and blissful I'm feeling...

I still miss you although we just met in the last 24 hours...
I guess it's because I havent see and held you for almost a year...

and don't work too hard...

because, at the end of the day, what I needed most and wanted most is you ♥

Nothing else will make any sense at all if there's only absence of you...

I love you, my sweetheart!

Had been packing all my unwanted and old clothes into couple of bags :P

it's ready for donation!!

Suppose to unload my luggage, but I'm just a bit tired *I guess it's called laziness*

LOL...!!

Not planning to sleep anymore, since my body's still following UK time...

I'm gonna make myself so exhausted that it shall be following KL time instead!

Gonna start making pancakes for sister before they head to school..

Until next time...

In the Midst of...

While everyone is excited for the Olympic...

It felt so long ever since i last posted a new post here...
I had so much to say but i don't know where to start...
Ever since Irene's dad passed away, I felt like life could be so short that we wouldn't know what will happen at the next moment.
It helped me to decide that I'm going back early and spend some time with my close ones.

Like how my sweetheart said, I guess i'm having mood swings.
Having extra time during work, I would read magazines on real life articles that happen around us.
There's so much I learnt that I'm so afraid of the society now.
Call me coward, it does make my skin crawls everytime i remember how one could be such monstrosity or how a little girl who is fading away but had some unfinished business.
It is sad that there are ppl out there who don't even treasure what they have now.
They say,"they know how to appreciate when they lose something";
but I say, Unfortunately not all ppl do appreciate even when they had lose it. Some might not even realized it.

Things happened for a reason.
I believe we have choices. Even if we dont,we still have options!
Whether choices or options, it is still your decision to make how u will be one day and to walk your path!

On the other hand,
I'm coming back home soon!
A month more!
Coming here had make me realized,family is my priority and not the british pounds,not the countryside altho i love them all...but still,its incomparable for my close ones and all the things here..

I'd sent a letter back to sweetheart a month ago!
was afraid he might complain but he didnt;
Instead, he love it :)

Hunney, I know I had missed out so much time that I could spend with you and I'm sorry for not being there this year. I hope my letter will cheer you up a bit as well as a reminder that I haven't forget about you. The love letter was just a part to express how much love we had for each other, a strength for you to go through everyday as well as for me, and to make you smile. I miss your wide smile and laughter! 
But hang on, I'll be back pretty soon. Thank you for all that you had done for me, just to make me happy!
I love you hun!

A new place...

I moved to a new place well known for its history called Bishop Auckland since Sunday..

The night before,Grace and prudence had a karaoke party in my place..it was pretty fun where we sing along..we sung for hours till late midnight..

I was back in Boro on Monday to take the bed sheets,duvet and pillow..didn't wanna buy,cuz it'll be wasting money..Irene's back as well and we had dinner at kilimandjaro..was supposed to eat at Joe's but happy hour had past,so yeah...

I was so reluctant to leave my friends back there :( but fret not,I'll be back again on the next Monday for dental checkup and we booked a car to drive to birmingham..!! Yipeee..!! say hello to Sushi and high street shopping malls which are having sales now :P *self control*

On the other hand,I mail sth back to my lover <3 hope he'll receive it soon!

And I'm using my phone to update my blog currently :)

Summer in the UK?

Huh?
Summer?
What's that?
LOL...that's right...currently,the uk don't have any signs of summer at all except for a couple of days only...
i found this picture on facebook which is related to the uk right now and thought of sharing with you peepo :)

damn true.

what kind of summer that we can't even go to the beach?

I need to sun bath!

and i wanna go horse riding! 

NEED SUN!

*keeps complaining*

Enjoy the video :)

To torty and mousey,this is what u're gonna go thru :)

looking for jobs at the moment...

not permanent ones...shall work till my convo and then go back for good...

but...

everyone is thinking that i'm a spoiled brat that don't wanna work...

how am i suppose to work when they dun wanna hire? T.T

Just hire me,someone,anyone...

deep down,I still feel the need of your arms~

The feeling that I can't confront...

Deep down...
I had a feeling...a strong feeling...
Threaten by one of your friend...

Anyway...

Been back from amsterdam trip...
havent got the time to upload photos cuz it's kinda huge :(

This photo is taken from the Dutch countryside using my phone...
never thought of panorama effects till it came to me last minute!
it was pretty cool eh?
but i bet if my man is here,he could make a better one...
will upload more to facebook acc soon :)

A friend had introduced a webpage to me which is posted by her lecturer...
it's about 40 most powerful photographs taken...
here's the link
http://www.buzzfeed.com/expresident/most-powerful-photographs-ever-taken
Check it out :)

it's 4.10am now...
gotta crash before i lose more of my hair :(
Adios!

The marmite chicken

I heard you hate marmites...
And so...I'm gonna change your mind :)

Decided to make marmite chicken for my friends as one of our dinner dishes...
Both Prudie and Nadia hates marmite because they used as bread jams...
However,back in Malaysia we use it as a condiment for porridge or for cooking...

Instead of deep frying the chicken *someone's sick and its unhealthy*...
I used a mid fire to simmer the marinated chicken and voila!
Here's a pic of a caramelized marmite chicken :)

almost done with bachelor's

Exams over FINALLY!

it was really one heck of a sem!

what's more is I experienced a different kind of exams compared back to my college years and my ACCA as well...

oh well, what's done is done now...

*fingers cross* hoping i could pass and go home...

I miss all my loved ones back there T.T

How i look when i'm studying till 5ish in the morning...

This is when i decided i cant anymore...and there goes my pimples!

Just wanna show how fat amber is after being with me for a week XD

Here's a pic of big head prudie...

Hurray! Done with bachelor's

...and there goes the zit :(

I roasted my own cashew nuts :)

Been so tired cuz haven been sleeping before exam...

so yeah, I'm gonna sleep like a seasonal animal :P *bites*

FYI...This friday would be our Final Fling...

which is the end of term party!

should be a chaos then XD

SUGAR HIGH & GET DRUNK this friday!!

Coming soon with more updates!

Towards the end...

From the last post, I've been pretty busy with uni works...

Experiencing a whole different kind of student life in either way..the assignments,exams or the lifestyle...

Pretty much,classes are short in hours compared to our lengthy period back in kl...

I guess, it's because they wanted us to balance out our life as well as more time for our research..

Weather's been up and down...cold and hot...

so you'll never know what's the weather on the next day till tomorrow comes...

weather forecasts are just sth for you to be prepared not for real, at least not here...

Sun bathing feels good here...

Someone I cared so much said i look too fair that i'm like a ghost *you know who you are* :P

oh well, it's time for a change then :)

But what's bad is, the sun here don't make u tan in an hour or so...

you will need to stay longer for that...

My housemates and their friends planned to celebrate my birthday with a bbq on the noon and club at night..
but it turns out not the way we planned and in between, the caucasian ladies here have sth cheeky to do *smirk*
Night out with pichas speaking below :)

My ex-classmate, Cherrie

Here's the cheeky & huge appetite one, Garry

and his friend, Matthew

Been complaining about my style lately..wanted to change it so badly...

and voila!

i got my new style (same make up tho)...

and here it is :)

tada...!!

the unedited one

Chest and nose was red cuz it was bloody cold outside..

and after club, it was hailing!

small cube ice...we're lucky that we bought our "big fat" jacket!

I had been named 'someone who love partying so much and wasn't responsible enough'

but then, my name has been cleared once these ppl knew me :)

Apart from being such a party animal, i had works which ppl can't see what i'm doing at all or when i'm doing it...

well, pretty much it's just because they see me having fun all the time and was such a cheerful person when i'm with them that creates an image of me having no problems at all...

I completed my research dissertation last week...which i had to say,a tedious one

going out asking ppl for interviews and analyzing data...

Alas...!! with about 10k words *actually more than that* it fits 89 pages, and...

...I've finished doing it with all my sleepless nights...

Submitted as well, hoping to get good grades...

ready for submission :)

well, after submission, what else?

Time to hit for partay :D

It's Ibiza beach theme :)

A friend of mine, Grace, helped to match up for "what to wear" on this night...

just a bikini, with a chiffon outer layer with shorts..

trying the vintage look.

but ended up, i want my straight hair back! 

I think, i still want my straight hair back

one of the reason is becuz i know someone prefer me to have straight hair

and..

i think i look better in it...

plus,with straight hair,i can curl anytime :)

Currently I'm having my exams now

would be having the last paper this week..

Hopefully i can pass all and i just wanna go home to meet my loved ones...

better grades would be a bonus :)

Signing off now~

Happy 25th birthday!

4 hours ago (UK time) was still the birthday of my man...I actually did feel kinda sorry for him for not being there this year but on second thought, he would had more fun without me there...and I'm glad he did :)

well, I was saying that because as I know myself, I knew he can't let go the inner him more if I'm there...sounds like a bad-easy-jello-kinda gf eh? In fact, I am...that is why at times, I feel without me being at his side on whatever events or party, he would be better...

oh stop already of the emo-ing part...Guys need time with their own friends too! =)

Apart from that, I'm suppose to be in KL right now :( i miss home! I just wanna finish my studies asap and just go home to spend some quality moments with my families and friends back there!

2 days ago, we were have a pre-paddy's day party...well,our housemates are party animals (that includes me as well) buying all sorts of liquor and mix it all up in a big pot...garry got drunk before going to the SU bar! LOL! but he's a true legend! for challenging himself not drinking for 22days and when he do,he's still alright to put up with it to come with us to the club! Well done Garry!

2 days later, when i was showering, i saw bruises on me back and legs! that's how hard we party! it's the best one yet! we get to know some new friends too :)

right at the moment, am suffering from heart palpitation!

ooohhhh goooddddd!!!!

signing off right now!

....and hunney, no matter what, i still love you as much as how i always did...you're a grown man now and you know how much i need you to advise me and correct me in any mistakes i'll be making in the near future! Older in a year,man-er in looks, wiser by thoughts~ Happy birthday sweetheart!

Day 1 after he left UK...

...and yes,i'm back...

basically i just feel like blogging suddenly...

photos of us when he's here to be with me for a month!

The tower bridge

Him & Her

this is when he got really jello that my hot chocolate is prettier than his XD

Us in Durham Cathedral

In York

It's one of our favourites!

Well,prudence said i did a photobomb glamorous and i could't agree more :P

...and him playing his ps3

days of him in the UK...

had created so much more memories for us...

and even before he leave 2 weeks before,i'm bracing myself from crying but i tear still!

sigh...

after he left,my room felt so empty without his existence...

the paths we walk...

when we're holding our hands in his pocket cuz it's cold...

laughing and teasing at each other's jokes...

manja him and annoy him all the way...

picking me up after class...

playing his ps3 while waiting for me to cook...

all of these...i just missed it so much...

i guess,i'm just used to stay with him...

and do my daily routines with him in it...

...after this,it'll be 11 months...

term 2 is starting soon...

will be heck busy since it's the final term...

with all the assignments and dissertations...

hunney, i'm sorry for being such a princess...throwing tantrums and being ridiculous most of the time...but u do know i'm happy and i love u so much...one more thing that u didn't know was that i'm really grateful that you extended your time...i really am...i do not know how to thank you anymore...and hunney, i know i'm emotional...that's the one thing i can't control it...

i miss how you tie my shoe laces just like cinderella...

i miss how u wait for me in the room while i'm cooking dinner...

i miss how u cuddle me when we're watching tv...

i miss how u put ur arms around me at night...

but all of that, i just realized that is because i miss you most and i'm used to the life of having u in it..

no worries k dear?

i'll take care myself here as promised...

and you too k? you promised me! remember?

I love you most~