met up with lynn and we had our chats...study as well...it was raining~!! everyone was so nervous...and finally,we can get inside to our venue to sit for the exam...when the exam ends,everyone was so excited of taking photos and deciding where to go for dinner...ended up,we stick to ori plan,to kepong...i forgotten that restaurant's name...
there's 27 of us...yeah,big group...food there was "okay"...we had 4 big tables...sat separately but near to each other...took a lot of photos...yoyo's gang was playing "catch-me-if-you-can" with the food...yes,they're running around...i'll just let the pictures do the talking =) i'll upload it in facebook =P and the bill was RM600++...lolz...well,dun let the figures frighten you...still gotta divide by 27 of us =)
we were all happy...having great times...some are leaving to other states and some are staying...so we made the best of tonite...i'll miss you guys for sure...and wish all of you all the best in everything you do alright =)
mata duitan10042010 : went to mid valley with sweetheart...he had to met up with his colleagues first then we went to buy movie tickets...we are watching "clash of the titans" FINALLY~!!! argh~!!! it's in 3D summo...we had our dinner first...at cheras...claypot chicken rice...then we went home to watch some videos first before going back to mid valley...cuz show's only starting at 12am...we took some photos with the 3D glasses...i dunno what came into me...but all i was doing is,hugging him a lot...as if i will not be there tomolo...headed home at 2am...i'm sooo tired and sleepy...
11042010 : a very emo day for me...i couldnt control my emotions...they're just so unstable...asked bie a question that had been bothering me the whole night...and i found out,on the very same day,our class farewell dinner,his frens were there...they saw me and yes i know,behaving wild...that's one of the reason i've been very emo the whole day...bie said he's okay with it...but i still wondered,if he is?
bie said that they're too old to see all this...and i know they couldnt feel us anymore...but i'm sure that the photos,the noise that we made,it's gonna me sth memorable...i'm sure that when we're 5 years older and look back,we'll smile for sure for that night...bcuz it's sth what youngster do...takkan we wait till we're old only do all this,and i bet not all old ppl can do all this...before it's too late...we'll never know what's gonna happen tomolo...cherish everything you had today and do whatever you could to make you happy...
the only thing that bothers me is the reputation of my sweetheart's...i've been very very down lately...thinking lotsa things...went out to movie with the family...we watched "how to train your dragon"...met sun too there...so coincidence,same theatre room too~!!! haha...well,i gotta admit that,it's a good movie...and i've a wrong perception of it at first...
went home...i took choc out for a walk...i realize now that everytime i took baby out,it's when i'm down or when i've sth to thing over...baby had been accompanying me the whole day...it's funny,as if he knew how i felt...well baby,mummy thank you for everything you did =)
had fancy dinner with family...it's been so long i didnt have dinner like this...the last time was last year...with the bill of RM500++...i had my favourite "shuet kap"...didnt have bird nest cuz were sold out T.T
sweetheart went to movie with his frens...he even watch "human being" already =( sigh...there's so much movie i wana watch~!!! nobody accompany me go...damn it~!! where are the ppl when you need them...ARGH~!!! i think i might as well watch alone lar like that =(
FYI,i haven even watch "alice in wonderland","beauty on duty","human being" and MANY MANY MORE~!!! i havent even watch the ones before it...it's not showing already =( nvm lar,watch dvd lar lidat...sigh...KESIAN ME LAR PLS~!!! SOMEONE,ANYONE accompany me go watch movie pls~!!!!
bie called after movie ended and after he reached "keranda"...that was 1.40am...to have supper...i decided to wait up as usual...but i fall asleep...somehow,i woke up at 2.17am...i looked at the clock,wondering why bie hadnt call me yet...and i think he might be late cuz need to fetch ah toh back home...while waiting,i fall asleep again...finally he called~!! around 2.24am...now that he had called,i can sleep with relieve...
sweetheart,i've been honest to you all these while...but i didnt know why you always thought that i lied..there're some things that i didnt do with you but rather do it with my frens bcuz i'm not flawless...in fact,i didnt want you to see them either...i'm afraid that you might leave because of the digusted features...that goes with my trademark laughs too...it's not that i still categorized you in the "same-with-other-guys" but it's just that i'm even afraid to show it to my own bf especially when it's YOU...
i love you just as much as you do...i kept my promises,and i do remember what i promised you..first,to be honest...second,never to leave you...i remembered it very well,and i know you do too...there's so much disagreements in between us...but dont worry...there's one person told me to "agree to disagree"...i've learned to aprreciate 0ur differences (yes,even our opinions)...in fact,i encouraged them because i realized now that those differences are what makes each of us unique and special...some ppl might not understand what i'm trying to say,but i hope you do bie...
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