That breakaway,
That breathtaking view,
That sunset by the beach,
That explorations & adventures of solo,
She called it,"the solitude time"
Back to reality,
Back to work and classes resumes,
Preparing for the big one,
The doomsday for all ACCA students...
As she sits here doing her final revision before she performs tomorrow,
Thoughts came running through again...
She hasn't found the answer yet,
The question she always asked herself...
Are you totally over it or are you just fooling yourself?
But at least,she gained her confidence back...
Was it really the petty things that get her all frustrated?
Or was she just comparing this person to the last?
Each time,of such sorts arose...
Each time,the same thought again...
Looks like she's going for another solo trip or one with her besties...
Memories were beautiful...
Weren't they supposed to distort as we grew older?
But she remembers them clearly...
She knew the happiness she wanted wasn't of this sort...
She knew she just wanted the one to look after her,protect her,give her the attentions and of course,of all,the one would honoured the promises...
Is it true a person can only love once?
She seems to lost it...
She can't find that same feeling no more...
As how much she knew her past had passed,
She stills wanted to savour in it...
The wounded heart of hers,
Is it truly healing or is it still bleeding?
All she knew was,she wasn't ready...
The solo adventurer,
The solitude time,
Only the sound of the waves can calm her thoughts now...
All the way up north,
Her longest journey by far...
As how much going to the beach hurts with the memories,
That is also her only sanctuary ~
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