Day 2 - Happy Birthday to me & Happy 2 month =)

Presents from my mates ^^

it's my birthday today~!!! yeap...dai gor lui jor...and mr president made me laugh by saying,"dai ka jie mann sui~!!"...lolz...my mates,cy,hl,wy and ck came over to my house this morning...they gave me a morning call...lucky them that i press the snooze button on my fon...or else,i'll know they're here and the surprise will be a failure...hehe...they came into my room while i'm still sleeping and they sang the birthday song to me loudly till i woke up...i almost burst into tears...i didnt see that coming...then i took my bath and get prepared to go for class...

we had breakfast nearby my hse =) then off we went to college...we did our practice cuz next week we'll be having MYOB test...i finished up my work early...so i took the cake and.....hahah...guess...no,i didnt eat it...i took fotos with it first...then we eat it...we didnt cut it into slices..instead,we took the fork and spoons and eat it up just like tat...we're sharing salivas~!! haha...

we left early cuz me,ck,wy need to go for training..and as for cy,she's off to work...i fetch lynn back home...thanks lynn for coming =) i was really sleepy...training was....erm...i dunno how to say it out...when it almost comes to the end,it's fun...playing a fool with tat funny calvin and he made fun of wy...lolz...went back home bout 5pm...it's raining~!!!

not much of it...took a nap...then woke up bath and go for dinner with my family...i'm having 2 cakes today~!!! 1 is from my mates...the other 1 is from my mum...

THANKS EVERYONE~!! I APPRECIATE IT ALOT~!! FOR THOSE WHO WISHED ME,THANKS FOR REMEMBERING =)

it's my first year birthday when i'm with sweetheart...but due to bie need to work,he couldnt celebrate it with me...sweetheart,dont you ever feel guilty alright? i never blame u and it's NEVER your fault...it's sth you cant change or do also...takkan you leave your work there? i rather u stay back and work...you owe me 1 celebration~!! blek...

ON THE OTHER HAND.....

HAPPY 2 MONTH =)

time felt so short,yet we felt like we've been together for so long...bie left me a msg in fb last night...it says,"to the one, it has been a very happy 2 months for me....i hope it is for u as well...being a part of ur life is my only wish this year...wtv tat is urs...i wana be a part of it... Happy Bday Sweetheart Jessie..."

sweetheart,i'm happy as well =) thanks bie for those wonderful wishes =) you're already a part of my life ever since you step into the door of my heart...i love you~

bie,i had a wonderful birthday with my frens and family celebrating it with me...however,it's still incomplete without your presence =( sigh...i dun care...you owe me 1~!! hehe..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME

&

HAPPY 2 MONTH,SWEETHEART =)

Day 1 without my sweetheart...

i'm gonna update my blog every single day until the day i meet my sweetheart =) just wana jot down everything and things that happen in my daily life,in case i forgot...a way to show him how i'm doing every single day...but i dun think he'll have the time to read too...nvm it..i'll just write down first...

well,today i was late for class...i woke up late plus,i need to make up for interview...went for lecture as usual...talkative as well too...haha...talking to both hl and wy non stop...cy and ck didnt go for class...after class,i sat wy's car to go for interview...it was a success...after that,we picked cy and her dad up...and off we go to PAVILION~!!!! muahahha...

cy walked with her dad...and i walked with wy...we saw lotsa things and we thought of our bf...i went to a perfume shop to check on which perfume suits bie...i still prefer salvatone feragamo lar bie...cy's dad went over to sg wang and the 3 of us walked together...went to toilet again,the usual stuffs we do...TAKE PHOTOS~!! haha...

then off to dragon-i signature...have our brunch there...pic will be uploaded soon...why do they call it signature when it isnt any much different than the other branches...PLUS the services are bad~!!! PUI~!!! we took loads of pic while eating,before and after...

after that,we went over to sasa to get my birthday prezzie =) i love my prezzie lots~!!! thanks guys...without notice,it's been a year already...time passes so fast...in less than 2 hours,i'll be in age of 20 jor...the number will be starting from 2 d T.T so old...no more teenage years =(

it hadnt been a good year for me last year...hoping that this year will be better

tomolo will be the last day of me driving that proton iswara~!!! WUHOOOO~!!! dad opened up a new team of workers...so the new team needed that car...hahah...but i'll miss driving manual =( i'll drive that toyota wish to class,temporary...until then,dad will get me a new car...consider as a birthday present eh? heheh...i wan toyota rav4 (2 doors) pls...if L size (4 doors) oso can lar =) but if possible,get me the smaller one pls..i love 2 doors...hehe...i dun wan viva ar~!!! lolz...or get me suzuki vitara OR sth similar to the cars i mention...i wan WHITE colour car...ngek ngek ngek...sound so hyper now...in fact i am..

sweetheart,i'm wearing the shirt and pants that you borrowed me the other day...your scent..lolz...i'm missing you T.T sigh...i'm sitting here,wondering what you're doing there,how you're doing there..everything's going on alright? I MISS YOU~

i'm going back to hometown this sat for cheng beng...and bie is at genting...our distances are so close,yet so far...well,if compare to kl,it's way nearer...he'll come back...it's not like he'll be apart with me forever...i'll wait...

BUH BYE TEENAGE YEARS...AND HELLO THE NEW YEAR OF MINE STARTING FROM 2 =)

Updates...

from my previous post,i said bie will be working at Lot 10 for Earth Hour event...he was super duper tired from the voice i heard...and there's even a chance of him getting an accident...sigh...that night,i called him...he talked to me in a very harsh tone...which i never hear before...i'm heartbroken at that time...the very first time he uses this tone to speak with me...but a moment later,i started to think rationally,that maybe he's just too tired...he didnt have tat intention too...so i just let it go =)

28032010, Sunday : woke up kinda late...but hey! it's the oni day i can sleep whole day...had breakfast with the family at mutiara damansara...bie msg-ed me around that time too...he just woke up...i said i'll go over to his house to spend some time with him...and i get him breakfast too...there's nothing much that i could get for him around tat time...all that is left was chicken rice and economic rice...i chosen economic rice =) i went over after that...

everyone was home...bie was blogging that time...and he didnt wana continue cuz i were there...bish~!!! we watched an anime series called "gate keepers"...sweetheart ate while watching...he said that it was very delicious =) his mum did ask me to stay back for dinner...at first,i said that i cant cuz i need to go back early...but on 2nd thought,it's kinda manner-less rejecting everytime...so i stayed...this was the 2nd time having dinner with the family..

they had steamboat tat evening...his mum came into the room and asked me out for dinner when it's ready...sweetheart was snoring like a pig...haha...so i went out...his sist and mum asked me to wake him up...i did...but i didnt feel like doing so cuz he didnt sleep well for the past few nights plus,it's after an event last nite...

sleepy head did woke up...he was complaining to me,"i wana sleep..i dun wana eat...later later"...so cute...haha...thought of recording his snores to let him listen to it...but i didnt do it in the end...we sat so far away at the dinner table...i was sitting next to his dad and his parent's fren,an uncle...his mum kept taking those foods to me...i'm so pai seh at that time...seriously...after all,it's his parents...she kept asking me to eat more...and at last,i said that i'm full...every1 was,"huh?! you ate so lil only"...i just smiled and looked at bie...baby yana wanted to get off from the babychair and i asked her to finish up her noodle first...she's so obedient..she listens to me and ask me to eat oso =)

i went home after the dinner...on the way,i text-ed bie to ask him to thanks mummy,daddy and audrey jie on my behalf for the dinner..i wondered if he did so..if not,bishhh...this is wat i told him...on my way back,before i reached kl,i can see the dark clouds...the 2 tones is very obvious...scary...with lightnings and thunders...when i'm there,it rains...those big drop rains..went out with family and to night market with sister...guess who i saw there? i saw ryan's fren...jin chong and ah bui...OMFG...i dunno whether they saw me or not OR they just act like they didnt see me...wtheck..i didnt have the chance to say "hi" to them too...

off to mum's side..we wanted to scare her off...so my sist and i sneaked in from the other side...the workers did saw us but we say "shhh"...they smiled..haha...we hide at the counter and by looking at the reflection,we saw mummy coming and we stood up~!!! but it aint fun also..she doesnt go "HUH!!!!" shocking kind of look...instead,just the normal look and she smiled...the customers too..lolz...went home and watch movie while waiting for my sweetheart to reach home safely..he gave me a call bout 1am plus...i hadnt fall asleep yet...instead,i'm trying to upload my pics...i gave up...and i slept at 3sth...

29032010, Monday : woke up late...wanted to have a glass of strawberry milk before going to my class...but i'm 15-20 mins late already...i didnt have it =( have lectures early in the morning...i didnt concentrate much to it cuz i'm playing word puzzle with my frens...haha..i enjoyed it...will be continue-ing it tomolo oso =)

i went to treatment right after my class...there's so much blood around and i'm in pain...i wondered why this 2 weeks,my skin is so sensitive to it...i cant even walk or sit...i had my brunch when i'm home...online after that...pichas had been uploaded...now i'm waiting for wy's side for the rest of it =)

went to oldtown with sweetheart after he's off work...he didnt want to go back first cuz it's raining and for sure,kl will be jam...so he came over and he did his work...in the meantime,i'm onlining there...i drived his car back home bout 7pm plus to fetch my sist over for tuition...and i did bring a lappy for bie...after that,we went off to my mum's to pass sth over to her...baby went home after that...since he's wet and he had stuffs to do...in the coming weeks,both of us wouldnt be meeting each other cuz he'll be very very busy...it's a hectic month for him...will be going off to pavilion tomolo right after my class with mates to choose my present =) and i'll be having an interview tomolo...wish me luck~!!

sweetheart,i'll be missing you for sure...this is the first time we're doing this and i understands that everything has a first time =) until then,i'll have a date with you at mid valley alright? i love you~

psst...psst...btw,i felt sth wrong with my sweetheart...sth mysterious is going on...hehe...i guess it's my turn to be a secret digger eh? =P

vulnerable~~

wanted to blog the other day...but i was sooo lazy...and when i wanted to do so,the freaking line went down...damn it...

25032010 : my left arm is damn pain today...i wondered...i guess i really did hurt myself during the changing of tyre...sigh...honestly,at that time,i'm really so afraid..call me timid...but i am...but i cant do anything other than made things out MYSELF...sigh...not only this...there are much more things happened around me...in fact,i'm not as strong as how u picture me...even frens tot i'm stronger,much more independent...but i aint...i'm some one who relies on ppl i trust...some one who wanted protection...wasnt doing much today...went to kl for a road trip with my maid...to midvalley and then went back...around 10pm,doris called...alex's ex...went out with her...reach home bout 12plus plus...

260332010 : woke up early today...was really excited over a club night first time with wy and cy...had my piano class too...when i was there,i saw a new dog my teacher just bought...it's a white schauzer~!!! OMG~!!! full white is sooo rare...sooo cute...hahha...i open the kennel and play with it...then oni we start the lessons...she even had a rotweiler too...HUGE~!! but i love it too...i just love every animals~!! haha...after class,i played again...hehe...

when i was home,i online a while then i'm off to bed...suddenly,i thought of going early...bie came to fetch me...i said i wana drive,he said that let him fetch just in case i get drunk...i took a bath,dry my hair,put on my foundation...then baby came over...

when i reached his hse,open my make up bag...i was freaking shocked~!!! i didnt bring my eye lash glue~!! damn it~!!! that's the most important thing and yet i forgotten...oh well,gurls always have ways...i used stickers to make my double eye lid...as for the lashes,i put some water on it and tadaa~!!! it sticks...but i'm afraid that it'll fall off,so i took it off...bie said without those lashes,i still look alright...but i felt that it isnt a complete one...i hug baby and look at him in the eyes..hehe...he praised me,saying i had beautiful eyes =P dun laugh when u see this,and admit it...blek...and he kept complaining to me that,"haihz...dunno why you wana make up so nice...wana go kao zai lar for sure" haha...he kept making me laugh...silly sweetheart...

went i'm done,bie fetched me over to Gsix...went in,then go to toilet,borrowed the glue from cy and there goes...a complete one =) FINALLY~!!! then we linger around...took pichas in the toilet,outside the club and at the table itself...we changed the table after a while...bigger ones...a lot leng lui ar~!! beh tahan...saliva drips...lolz

songs werent good...so didnt get to shake till it was 12am...we went all crazy...haha...sweating lots...trying to seduce them...sitting on the speaker...bouncer kept asking are we alright...sooo nice of him...we went back bout 2 sth...cuz gillian's bf drunk already...and she didnt wana left us all by ourself...i asked bie come,but he didnt wan to..i insist~!! but still,sigh =( but i understands why he didnt wana go...nvm it =)

bie pick me up at south court...i'm already very dizzy when i'm in his car...nope,didnt vomit,no headaches...went home,removed my make up and chge into my pyjamas...i wanted to bath,but i'm lazy cuz of the dizziness...i slept under his arms again...it's so comfortable...i noe i'm like a baby...big baby =P

27032010 : bie fetched me home...and he need to go to his store...to work...tonite he'll be at Lot 10 for earth hour event...my stomach is upsetting me still...i guess i drink too much and didnt have my breakfast...when i was in the car with him,i told him bout our night...how good the bouncer was...kept asking are we alright...then he smiled...i ask him,"HOR~!!! ur spy?~!!" haha...indeed,that is his fren...no wonder sudd chge bouncer...no wonder we sat on the speaker oso didnt scold...other ppl sit,they halau pulak...bie,thanks for giving me protection...i dont know how to thank you...currently,waiting for the pichas to be uploaded =)

bie,i'm so sorry that i made you late...i didnt know u need to reach at 12pm =( i'm so so sorry...feeling really guilty now =( bie,i wana thank you for everything...to be honest,i felt that i'm falling back to square 1...like how i rely on my bf so much...sigh...i felt boys prefer independent gurls,eh? i'll change again =) i'm far too off my limit...u're gonna see a stronger darling =) i just cant go thru my own level...feeling annoyed with myself when i manja u too much...i wondered,if u felt that way too...sigh...anyway,i'll try to chge...currently i'm listening to "Hey Soul Sister"..it reminds me of you...the day we listen this song together,kept repeating..i'm already missing you now=( love you~

learning through the process of it...

suppose to wake up early today and study my TIA for the test tomolo...instead,i keep pressing snooze button on my handphone...that means,i slept over =( i've been kinda blur since monday...not to mention late...sigh...went to have breakfast with my maid...unfortunately,the shop isnt open today~!!! damn it~!!! so we went to the market and see what's available...have sth there...

went to college as usual...finish up our sample case today...owhhh!!! finally~!!! found out,the questions are very tricky...VERY indeed...and confused too...i'm stupid i guess...me and lynn non stop laughing when we found out what we did wrong..haha...

i went over to bie's house after class...objectives,was to study...cuz his house is located on the top of the hill...i get to breath fresh air with greeneries around at his balcony...ended up,i done nothing..instead,i slept~!! AGAIN~!! yes,a pig..haha..when i was there,bie told me his stories of the renewal of passport...sigh...i'm kinda fan for him oso =(

i went home in the evening...on the way home,i guess the cover of my rims fall...and tyre ran over it...my guess was,it's nothing...that was right after the traffic light outside bie's house...so as usual,drive home using kl route...on the way,i felt sth's not right...so i stopped at the side at jalan kuching...this is where i found out,the tyre's puncture~!!! i took a good look at it again...it wasnt puncture...it was scratched~!! i guess that it's came from the rim that fall off..

such a bad day for me...first,no breakfast...and then now the tyre like this...not to mention tat my fon had been inactive...cuz i asked louis chge to prepaid for me...well,i guess i've gotta do it alone...turn off the engine,on the hazard signals and get down...get everything out...it's so hard,the screw is so tight...and i look at the tools...finally,i can get the spare tyre out...

okay...the tyre was...so so...a bit heavy...but i manage to get it out...there's 2 guys sitting by the railings there...grrr~!! how un-gentleman they are...seeing me like this,they didnt help,instead they thought it was a good show...okay,a good 1 i'll gave u...ignoring them...i took the jack lifted my vehicle up

a few wrong tries...cuz the position of it was wrong...okay...trying to be patience,i took it off and do it again...trying to loosen up the screws from the tyres...i look at the tools again..it must the t-form tool...so i used it...and UH HUH~!!! i was right...then a motor came by...asking me,what happened...i said tyre puncture...

without any hesistation,he helped me...such gentleman he was...he even given me his name card,Mr Tony,i remembered...he helped me with the rest of it...i wanted to put the punctured tyre into the bunk...but it's so HOT~!! then he say,he'll do it..muahahha...so kind of him...i thanked him in the end...appreciate it alots...unlike the 2 guys there,sitting and watching~!!!

"jess, tell u honestly ho, i seriously dun like ur way of being so zzzzzz bei la, when talking abt ur body figure. Some outsiders thinking wat for u care abt it. not evy1's perfect wat. sometimes, when ppl din even mind abt ur body figure, u ady mind that urself 1st. u show to others u lack self confidence la, then only ppl look down on u, u jess, tell u honestly ho, i seriously dun like ur way of being so zzzzzz bei la, when talking abt ur body figure. Some outsiders thinking wat for u care abt it. not evy1's perfect wat. sometimes, when ppl din even mind abt ur body figure, u ady mind that urself 1st. u show to others u lack self confidence la, then only ppl look down on u, u get wat i mean?get wat i mean?"
above was from ck...well,i didnt like it as much as u do too...sigh...this sickness have been following me for years..in fact,i've been getting better ever since end of form 5 year...i'll be better ck...i promised...but sumtimes,ppl around that makes me feel like this...if it wasnt,i wouldnt have this sickness too...i'm not talking bout u guys...talking bout ppl in my past...currents? yes,there are too...but not as much and not as vulgar too...i'll try to cure it =)

i've hurt myself for chging those tyres...sigh...and i even get myself dirty...but it's a good experience =) you might ask,"how do u know how to chge tyre 1? normally gurls dont know" well,i have to thank my uncles and dad for it...daddy trained me before...and as for uncles,they chged it in front of me...so i noe the steps...but being a gurl isnt tat bad after all...i wouldnt get any help,if i wasnt a gurl...get the picture of it? NOT SEDUCING lar~!!! DEFINITELY NOT...some ppl,they thought of the female gender are always weaker than the male...so i guess that's it =)

Look at those dirty hands~!!

the clean ones...can you see red dotties?? well,it's not so clear from here...i'm still having them now...it was caused when i touched the hot tyre and got scratched from the dirty tyre

MIA?

MIA - Malaysian Institute of Accountants

MIA - Missing In Action

hahah...definitely is the 2nd one...hadnt been updating my blog ever since bie's birthday...well,i'm kinda lazy...and i'm trying to upload those photos...

20032010 : woke up late as usual...then i had to send my sist over for tuition and send them back...was suppose to go over to bie's but there isnt any car at home...in the evening,bie came over and fetch me...i wore sth improper,that's wat he say...then i ask him,where are we going to...kept asking but there isnt any answer from him...all he said was,it's surprise lar...and he kept complaining that he always saw me in heels...sorry bie,everyone knows i love heels till my room is full of it...and i told him that i'm gonna put my slippers in his car the next time...

i was sooo curious and afraid cuz he kept saying i wore sth unappropriate...sigh...but from the road he used,my guess was to putrajaya...and it is...hahah...they have this International Hot Air Balloon Fiesta going on...bie worried that i couldnt stand or walk...well,i guess i proved to him that i could..haha..i even walk on bumpy,full of stones path...champion leh? haha...we watched the beautiful fireworks together...

we went back to his place for a lil while and then off to mid valley to watch movie...baby wana watch daybreakers,but it's sold out...even my alice in wonderland too =( so end up,we watched "edge of the darkness"...bie said,the movie has no link with the title at all..and i couldnt agree more..

was suppose to yam cha with baby on the 21st right after his work...who knows,he went off early...sigh...and i was having dinner with family that time...i couldnt go off...bie understands...but somehow i felt guilty...the feeling was like,having a gf or not,doesnt have any differences...sigh...i'm sorry bie...

met my bie ytdy...went to big tree and yam cha with sun...while waiting to get his car back...i love the lil car...it felt so cosy...so near to my baby...haha...i know i'm silly...hehe..

in the nite...i read his super old blog...tat was in year 2006...yes,i admit...there's jealousy around...well,i coudnt help it...cuz ernest was so perfect...beautiful,slim,even her inner part too...he blog a lot bout her...or was it tat that make me jealous? bout how much he wanted her,helping her to search for a dog from so many pet shops to vets,this and that...baby did ask wat was it...then i told him everything...and i know it's not worth to be jealous over sth which is over...he did cleared my mind =)

bie,i'm so sorry for being jealous for sth which is not worth at all...but like what you said,if i aint sensitive,does it means that i dont have feelings towards you anymore? a normal gurl would be jealous...ernest is one,evelyn is the other...that's why i kept telling you the risk i had...i know,u said,"there's NEVER a risk AT ALL"...but i cant help it,feeling this way...i love you and i dun wana loose you at all...

sweetheart,i will hold on as tightly as i could...but there's a chinese saying,"when you hold to tight,it will die...when u're not,it will go loose and fly away"..i'm afraid that i'm either way..but no matter what happens,i'll be right here...dont worry my silly sweetheart,the jealousy wouldnt get in between us♥ this i promised you...

Happy 23rd,my sweetheart~!!!

my darling sweetheart,Happy 23rd Birthday to you~!!

a very usual day at college...it felt so windy...there isnt much ppl in college today...or is it i'm early? had excel class then TIA test...while walking back to my car,there goes the wind again...it felt so wonderful...i even felt like staying back...but i couldnt,cuz i have to rush home to have my breakfast and wait for my bie's msg...here goes...

i had planned a suprised for him like a month plus ago...somehow,it's too early and i still need to wait for his confirmation whether he's working or not on that particular day...therefore,i planned more than 1...just as a back up...the original plan was,to give him a surprise with a cake i baked on my own and without his notice,to celebrate with his family too...i would tell him,"i'm nearby your hse...come back home...then we shall have dinner together =)" with this,i'm very sure that he'll be going back home in order not to fail my plan...

weeks passes...and here we are...on the actual day...before the actual day,i did ask him to sms me whether will there be any shows going on the actual day before 12pm...why? becuz i wana bake the cake and sms audrey jie to tell her the plan is on as we pakat together...nope,it isnt in a rush...just taken a couple of hours only...i was waiting today...yet he didnt sms me so i decided to call up and ask...the answer was wat i'm hoping for =) hehe...so i started baking...this time,i chged the ingredients...to a coffee cake instead of choc...the coating of the cake was the same,choc...while waiting for the coating to be freezed,i took a bath and get myself prepared as bie told me earlier that his mum asked me to come along for dinner...

plan didnt go out according to how i scheduled it to be...first,his mum say wana go out for dinner...so bie wouldnt be coming home first instead we'll meet at the restaurant...2nd,i guess bie slightly knew wat i wana do already...my surprise plan had FAILED~!!! it failed like how ppl chop those "REJECT" sign on documents...but on the other hand,i'm happy still...cuz i'm the 1st one who celebrate his birthday with his family =) we went to SEOUL GARDEN (if i'm not mistaken) for our dinner...the food was quite good..but i somehow felt there's sth which is bothering bie...he looked diff...i asked,but he didnt mentioned it out...we went home after the dinner...i ask him again in the car...this time,he told me...silly bie,it's not something that you wanted it to be also...i dun blame you so dun be so fan anymore alright? i watch tv in the living room with his family members,and he's working in his room...after that,had a lil talk with him...went out,mummy asked to cut the cake...so i pulled andrew out and there goes...the lil ones sing the song...sigh...my surprise plan is a failure and so does my cake...it doesnt taste as good...tat's how i felt...i think,we shall take out the cake first for a lil while before eating..i went home after that,as it's kinda late...

Lil one posing for the camera =)

here's your birthday present...that's the only thing he asked...a kiss and accompaniment from his gf...my darling sweetheart,it's going to be a great year...the ones better than you had before...this i assure you =) i'm sorry that we celebrated your burfday like an ordinary one...i knew how much u wanted it to be big like the ones you had in so many years ago...but this is the only one i can afford to give you for now...hope you're happy =)

A lil story of us from the beginning :

we added each other ago,tat was way back...somehow,we didnt have the chance to chat with each other...up till recently,somewhere in jan...i'm having my finals and i'm staying up late as usual,i dunno wat came into me that makes me chat with him in fb..and here it is,the beginning of everything....

i remembered,on the 16th of January...we started sms each other...that was our first time sms-ing each other...i rmb tat nite,i was super hungry and dad wasnt home...i told him bout this and on the spot,he ask whether wana go eat or not with him tho he ate already...i rmb tat time,his niece was having a burfday party...so i said yes,cuz i'm really hungry and there isnt anyone to accompany me,yet meeting a new fren...we went to "de Pastry Chef" at manjalara...i rmb i even brought my law notes out to study but i didnt even had a chance to look at it...we were busy talking..haha...bout our pasts....from then on,he dated me out for movies...the first movie we watched was "The Legion" at 1u...for the 2nd movie,we watch "Haunted Universities"...before that,we had "zanmai sushi"...

tho i wana give it a try,but i'm also afraid that i'll hurt him like the ones in his past...up till one day,he came looking for me at times square as i'm shopping,we were suppose to watch movie at pavilion...but i'm lazy to walk over...so after i've done my shopping,we met up and we went to mid valley...we had korean cuisine as our dinner...after that,we watch "case 39"..the movie was a thriller...i even hold his arms becuz it's just so scary...after the movie,it's still early...he wanted to go for sing k...but i say,"it's sat wor...vv expensive one"...luckily he listens...upon no where else to go,we went back to his house...i rmb very well that his parents arent asleep yet...we watch "The Saw IV"...by then,he asked me a very simple question and i have to answer him like so many times...i guess he tot that he heard wrongly or he didnt get wat i meant...and so there we are...our first path...

on the 2nd of feb,he fetched me to putra bus station...that was very early in the morning...i felt kinda guilty...cuz he need to work too...yet,he didnt get enuf rest...until in the evening,i received a sms from him saying that he'll be coming up...he even asked whether is there anything that i would like to bring up or buy AND he even ask whether my frens the same too...he's aint selfish and being considerate too =) not only this...he asked the next day to follow his car down too..he even ask my frens to follow along too,but they didnt want to cuz they had already bought the bus ticket...

on the 16th at nite,he was with me at my hometown at my mum's side...he whispered,"baby,do you remember that on this very same date, it's our first time we sms each other"...i smiled from inside to outside...i asked him,"are you sure??" and then i checked back the msg,indeed it is...i'm happy...happy that he remembered...

he's someone who can really made me feel touched with his words and action...tho it's sth small,sth simple but it is what i want...he did it with his own will...most importantly,it's with his whole heart...

baby,i hope all your wishes will come true =) and i hope you passed your birthday happily...i'm sorry that as your gf,i couldnt give you what you want...i'm sorry that we celebrate it in an ordinary way and i know how much you wanted it to be big like the ones you had in the past..i love you~

Signed ::♥ Forever Yours♥ ::