Happy 23rd,my sweetheart~!!!

my darling sweetheart,Happy 23rd Birthday to you~!!

a very usual day at college...it felt so windy...there isnt much ppl in college today...or is it i'm early? had excel class then TIA test...while walking back to my car,there goes the wind again...it felt so wonderful...i even felt like staying back...but i couldnt,cuz i have to rush home to have my breakfast and wait for my bie's msg...here goes...

i had planned a suprised for him like a month plus ago...somehow,it's too early and i still need to wait for his confirmation whether he's working or not on that particular day...therefore,i planned more than 1...just as a back up...the original plan was,to give him a surprise with a cake i baked on my own and without his notice,to celebrate with his family too...i would tell him,"i'm nearby your hse...come back home...then we shall have dinner together =)" with this,i'm very sure that he'll be going back home in order not to fail my plan...

weeks passes...and here we are...on the actual day...before the actual day,i did ask him to sms me whether will there be any shows going on the actual day before 12pm...why? becuz i wana bake the cake and sms audrey jie to tell her the plan is on as we pakat together...nope,it isnt in a rush...just taken a couple of hours only...i was waiting today...yet he didnt sms me so i decided to call up and ask...the answer was wat i'm hoping for =) hehe...so i started baking...this time,i chged the ingredients...to a coffee cake instead of choc...the coating of the cake was the same,choc...while waiting for the coating to be freezed,i took a bath and get myself prepared as bie told me earlier that his mum asked me to come along for dinner...

plan didnt go out according to how i scheduled it to be...first,his mum say wana go out for dinner...so bie wouldnt be coming home first instead we'll meet at the restaurant...2nd,i guess bie slightly knew wat i wana do already...my surprise plan had FAILED~!!! it failed like how ppl chop those "REJECT" sign on documents...but on the other hand,i'm happy still...cuz i'm the 1st one who celebrate his birthday with his family =) we went to SEOUL GARDEN (if i'm not mistaken) for our dinner...the food was quite good..but i somehow felt there's sth which is bothering bie...he looked diff...i asked,but he didnt mentioned it out...we went home after the dinner...i ask him again in the car...this time,he told me...silly bie,it's not something that you wanted it to be also...i dun blame you so dun be so fan anymore alright? i watch tv in the living room with his family members,and he's working in his room...after that,had a lil talk with him...went out,mummy asked to cut the cake...so i pulled andrew out and there goes...the lil ones sing the song...sigh...my surprise plan is a failure and so does my cake...it doesnt taste as good...tat's how i felt...i think,we shall take out the cake first for a lil while before eating..i went home after that,as it's kinda late...

Lil one posing for the camera =)

here's your birthday present...that's the only thing he asked...a kiss and accompaniment from his gf...my darling sweetheart,it's going to be a great year...the ones better than you had before...this i assure you =) i'm sorry that we celebrated your burfday like an ordinary one...i knew how much u wanted it to be big like the ones you had in so many years ago...but this is the only one i can afford to give you for now...hope you're happy =)

A lil story of us from the beginning :

we added each other ago,tat was way back...somehow,we didnt have the chance to chat with each other...up till recently,somewhere in jan...i'm having my finals and i'm staying up late as usual,i dunno wat came into me that makes me chat with him in fb..and here it is,the beginning of everything....

i remembered,on the 16th of January...we started sms each other...that was our first time sms-ing each other...i rmb tat nite,i was super hungry and dad wasnt home...i told him bout this and on the spot,he ask whether wana go eat or not with him tho he ate already...i rmb tat time,his niece was having a burfday party...so i said yes,cuz i'm really hungry and there isnt anyone to accompany me,yet meeting a new fren...we went to "de Pastry Chef" at manjalara...i rmb i even brought my law notes out to study but i didnt even had a chance to look at it...we were busy talking..haha...bout our pasts....from then on,he dated me out for movies...the first movie we watched was "The Legion" at 1u...for the 2nd movie,we watch "Haunted Universities"...before that,we had "zanmai sushi"...

tho i wana give it a try,but i'm also afraid that i'll hurt him like the ones in his past...up till one day,he came looking for me at times square as i'm shopping,we were suppose to watch movie at pavilion...but i'm lazy to walk over...so after i've done my shopping,we met up and we went to mid valley...we had korean cuisine as our dinner...after that,we watch "case 39"..the movie was a thriller...i even hold his arms becuz it's just so scary...after the movie,it's still early...he wanted to go for sing k...but i say,"it's sat wor...vv expensive one"...luckily he listens...upon no where else to go,we went back to his house...i rmb very well that his parents arent asleep yet...we watch "The Saw IV"...by then,he asked me a very simple question and i have to answer him like so many times...i guess he tot that he heard wrongly or he didnt get wat i meant...and so there we are...our first path...

on the 2nd of feb,he fetched me to putra bus station...that was very early in the morning...i felt kinda guilty...cuz he need to work too...yet,he didnt get enuf rest...until in the evening,i received a sms from him saying that he'll be coming up...he even asked whether is there anything that i would like to bring up or buy AND he even ask whether my frens the same too...he's aint selfish and being considerate too =) not only this...he asked the next day to follow his car down too..he even ask my frens to follow along too,but they didnt want to cuz they had already bought the bus ticket...

on the 16th at nite,he was with me at my hometown at my mum's side...he whispered,"baby,do you remember that on this very same date, it's our first time we sms each other"...i smiled from inside to outside...i asked him,"are you sure??" and then i checked back the msg,indeed it is...i'm happy...happy that he remembered...

he's someone who can really made me feel touched with his words and action...tho it's sth small,sth simple but it is what i want...he did it with his own will...most importantly,it's with his whole heart...

baby,i hope all your wishes will come true =) and i hope you passed your birthday happily...i'm sorry that as your gf,i couldnt give you what you want...i'm sorry that we celebrate it in an ordinary way and i know how much you wanted it to be big like the ones you had in the past..i love you~

Signed ::♥ Forever Yours♥ ::