MIA - Missing In Action
hahah...definitely is the 2nd one...hadnt been updating my blog ever since bie's birthday...well,i'm kinda lazy...and i'm trying to upload those photos...
20032010 : woke up late as usual...then i had to send my sist over for tuition and send them back...was suppose to go over to bie's but there isnt any car at home...in the evening,bie came over and fetch me...i wore sth improper,that's wat he say...then i ask him,where are we going to...kept asking but there isnt any answer from him...all he said was,it's surprise lar...and he kept complaining that he always saw me in heels...sorry bie,everyone knows i love heels till my room is full of it...and i told him that i'm gonna put my slippers in his car the next time...
i was sooo curious and afraid cuz he kept saying i wore sth unappropriate...sigh...but from the road he used,my guess was to putrajaya...and it is...hahah...they have this International Hot Air Balloon Fiesta going on...bie worried that i couldnt stand or walk...well,i guess i proved to him that i could..haha..i even walk on bumpy,full of stones path...champion leh? haha...we watched the beautiful fireworks together...
we went back to his place for a lil while and then off to mid valley to watch movie...baby wana watch daybreakers,but it's sold out...even my alice in wonderland too =( so end up,we watched "edge of the darkness"...bie said,the movie has no link with the title at all..and i couldnt agree more..
was suppose to yam cha with baby on the 21st right after his work...who knows,he went off early...sigh...and i was having dinner with family that time...i couldnt go off...bie understands...but somehow i felt guilty...the feeling was like,having a gf or not,doesnt have any differences...sigh...i'm sorry bie...
met my bie ytdy...went to big tree and yam cha with sun...while waiting to get his car back...i love the lil car...it felt so cosy...so near to my baby...haha...i know i'm silly...hehe..
in the nite...i read his super old blog...tat was in year 2006...yes,i admit...there's jealousy around...well,i coudnt help it...cuz ernest was so perfect...beautiful,slim,even her inner part too...he blog a lot bout her...or was it tat that make me jealous? bout how much he wanted her,helping her to search for a dog from so many pet shops to vets,this and that...baby did ask wat was it...then i told him everything...and i know it's not worth to be jealous over sth which is over...he did cleared my mind =)
bie,i'm so sorry for being jealous for sth which is not worth at all...but like what you said,if i aint sensitive,does it means that i dont have feelings towards you anymore? a normal gurl would be jealous...ernest is one,evelyn is the other...that's why i kept telling you the risk i had...i know,u said,"there's NEVER a risk AT ALL"...but i cant help it,feeling this way...i love you and i dun wana loose you at all...
sweetheart,i will hold on as tightly as i could...but there's a chinese saying,"when you hold to tight,it will die...when u're not,it will go loose and fly away"..i'm afraid that i'm either way..but no matter what happens,i'll be right here...dont worry my silly sweetheart,the jealousy wouldnt get in between us♥ this i promised you...
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