from where i stopped,as i said,i'll be heading up to genting with louis,alex,pei chie and vincent...it's been so long i hadnt been there to feel the cold breeze...i rmb back then,used to go up twice a month or at least,once a month...that was way back then...
had my dinner before that...i just ate a couple of spoons of it and i couldnt finish the rest of it...as i mentioned before,i felt the guilt once more...so i stopped eating...went to desapark city to wait for the rest...
i enjoyed sitting in vincent's car...the speed he used when we're heading up,the stable-ness of the car...and because of that,i wasnt afraid at all...plus,maybe it's BMW,that's why i'm confident with it..we talked a lot...listening to some very old classic songs...
i remembered bie said that he's working outdoor...so my guess,it's Arena...and thanks to vincent for parking at theme park =) while walking down to the starbucks,bie waited me at the gate nearby as he told me earlier...finally,i saw him...he continued his work and i went to yam cha
ordered hot choc,bloody PMS made me couldnt drink ice blended mocha T.T GgAhhHH~!! things happened later on...
bie went off work vv soon and he came to pick me up...we went to old town to have a drink and he's hungry...a peanut butter toast for him...few of his colleagues bump onto us later on...i stayed with him until the gang wana go home...
he read my blog and asked wat was the last 2 paragraph about...i couldnt answer him because it was a question he answered me earlier on at oldtown and 2nd,i just couldnt say it out face to face...
yes,i know peeps...my confidence had been really very low lately...and i knew that too...hl,dun lar so worry =) and ck,i had been kept reading the dialogue of us bout this very same topic...
To hl : I guess you know the reasons behind it right? i really dont know how to gain it back for only one way...but no worries,kay? i'll be alright if i didnt get too over...wouldnt i?
Regarding the previous post,one of the decision i made was to never be so sticky and manja to my bf...i'm afraid that he'll get annoyed...But,he tried to convince that i wasnt,on the very same day at oldtown...but it was only one of the decision,NOT the only decision...get?
about the vacation : Bie,i'm sorry bout the reaction i gave you the other day when u said u wana go vacation with me...because i just lost hope and no matter how much i love to plan stuffs,i still couldnt plan with your unflexible time...i'm just sorry...i'm not blaming you or trying to say anything...maybe,i shall say i'm starting to get used to your working life? =)
it's a good thing,isnt it? no worries,my sweetheart...i wouldnt leave as how i promised you before just because of your work...instead,i'll hold on to you much stronger...because i know,you're the one...we'll go next time...there's always plenty of chances for us...like what you said,"we have forever"
i'll still be here...
i'll still kept our promises...
i'll still bare with you like how i always did...
i'll still love you as always...♥
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