Tuesday, November 10, 2009

Disappointments

you're wondering,why am i feeling disappointed?? well,here's the story...ytdy,i told my darling yuan and mashi that this saturday go poppy...was vv excited bout it...yuan even call me to talk bout it..she even asked is it confirm...and i said YES~!!! but now...mashi MOST probably cant go...
reason?? well,he just told me that he dated his fren last week saying that this sat go for movie =( actually i'm vv disappointed and upset now bcuz he didnt told me ytdy when i say this sat go poppy...he had given both me and my darling hope...now,left us with disappointments...
but i truly understands that it's ok if he didnt go,bcuz he didnt see his fren since june...just that i'm feeling vv unhappy now...almost burst into tears...u might be thinking that i'm a cry baby...but think again...after all those excitements...it ended up for nothing =(

he did change alot since the last day we met...he wasnt like this b4...he was vv good...but now,everything he do,the way he talk...just doesnt seems like the mashi i once knew...became more lanci...dunno what came into him...haihz...i just dun hope to lose this good fren...and hope he can chge back to the old him when i first knew him...
honestly,i'm really feeling very moody now =( need a hug...and i do hope there will be changes in the plan...hope that there's miracle...hope that the poppy night is still on

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