another blue monday it was...went to college as usual,early in the morning...our tax lecture had been canceled due to our lecturer is on leave...so,we'll have 4 hours of break! imagine tat,torturing enough to have such long break...suppose to discuss our role play script,done a lil ammendments here and there...we couldnt decide much of the idea,cuz ck wasnt there...so that's tat...
went over to bie's place...it was late night already...but i just missed him so much that i just wana see him right now...playing around with the door when i reached...ish! mummy even opened the door and see wat's going on...hope she's not angry bout it...
bie hasnt even bath yet! i was playing with his laptop...after a moment,i found that,it's a good opportunity to talk to his mum...so i did,i went out to the living room and sat beside her...so near to her that deep down in me,i was actually shivering...
mummy started the conversation first...asking tat,whether i just went off work is it?
i went all blur...and i found out tat it was actually bie who made the mistake,telling her the wrong thing...haha...she asked him bout me,and he tot tat mummy ask bout he himself...silly dear...
i explained everything...then she gave that "zzz" look...
then i asked is she a chartered accountant...then we chit chat a lil...
she asked bout me,where i study and wat course...
asking when is my ACCA exam gonna end and stuffs like tat...
was happy to have this chat with her...tho it's short...tho i'm afraid...but at least,i've tried...i wana get close to his family,to be with them...to be one of them too...i'm still afraid of his mummy...but i guess,in time,i will be better =D
a very boring tuesday as well...it was a day off for me...went for a therapy this morning and after that,i'm off to sunway to meet fer fer...passed by my school again...i missed the days there =( sigh...we sat down and chat...still the same as she is,always making me laugh with all those face expressions she made...and as for me,she said,"your laughter was still the same,never change at all" ofcuz lar,it's my trademark laugh mar...hehe
without realizing it,she's been my fren since primary year 3...which means,we had been frens for 11 years...time do flies eh?
went to Big Tree...sweetheart was there...Sun was too...taking my tutorials along with me,going thru it...and i dun have the idea of doing the last question...i guess it was the same like last week,only after the class,we'll only understand it...and i came home asking ck bout question 1,then only i realized that it was sth tat i didnt copy during last lecture...i wana complain again~!!! everytime we've got no places to sit,we've gotta sit on individual chairs WITHOUT tables! damn it! i paid the development fees too ok?! ish~!!! geram betul~!!!
in less than a month,my piano's exam will be commencing...and in just less than 4 months,our ACCA exams starts...i'm sooooo scare =( so lil time yet so much to do...
it's a new year,new sem...totally new...as in from dipoma to adv diploma...i've changed from being a sleeper during the lecture,till now concentrating on one..no matter how much the lecturer is not proceeding to the next level...from not doing tutorials and not looking at one,to doing one and if i dont,at least i've gone thru knowing what is what...
i'm proud of myself...but ofcuz,there're more that i need to do...just for at this time,at least i'm changing =) i wana be like how i used to be during my school days...the popular kid in class,with the trademark laugh,having funs and still achieving high scores in my studies...
bout the gift,i'm still working on it...just tat recently i dun have the time to continue doing it...i'll be doing it when i have more free time =)
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