Tuesday, March 16, 2010

AFA or AAC

back then,i decided AFA at the first place...right after the ACCA briefing...i remember,all of us were so anxious on this decision,saying how fast we'll graduate by then...but on the very next day,i still can recalled...it's the day,lynn went sad all day long...becuz knowing that her dad asking her to take AAC,following her sister footsteps,she oso feel secured by this way...after hearing what she told us bout wateva her dad said,i sort of,changing my decision to AAC...1st of all,it's becuz of the safer way,not so risky....2nd,yes...it's frens...i admit...by then,lynn was the closest to me after cy...and i felt that i dun wana risk my future just becuz of AFA,a faster way to graduate...

so then,i was in AAC decision already...but,something happened...something which is really unexpected...something that i dont want,my dad...he just kept going on fire that particular time...and i was so on fire too that i wana leave this house ASAP...so i told lynn the next day and the rest of the gang,that i'm going to AFA....the rest ofcuz,are happy becuz we're almost united...but still,deep down,we all knew tat lynn still couldnt come along with us,we're still sad...i remembered tat time,i tried to convince her to come along,stating all the benefits of it...at first,she wouldnt want to...but then,she had probs too...and she told me,she would like to come along...but still,it's under consideration...

many months back from now,she's still having the decision of being into AAC,just most of it,no matter how much she wana be in AFA...and i dont know wat came into me....and i told her,mayb i'll be going to AAC...

but still come back to present,our final decision is AFA...i chosen this not becuz of frens TOTALLY...just that,at first,this was my number 1 choice too...since the route of this programme is somewhat i preffered,i just go ahead with it...and another reasons ofcuz,staying with the same gang...not that i do not wana make new frens or wat,is that,we've been together with each other for so long...it's not easy having true frens...dun ever say that i went into this programme becuz of them...i chosen this mostly becuz i wanted my future to be better...

this is the last sem for us...frens are leaving,some chosen to stay...like wat ck said,they're like passers in our life,they come and go...i'm sad...becuz the time we spent together,everything we go thru,now,they're leaving...yes,gathering still may be organized..BUT will everyone attend? will everyone be free on the exact time and date? i shall enjoy to the fullest since it's the last path we'll be going thru togeher...MATES,I LOVE Y'ALL~!!! WE SHALL KEEP IN TOUCH OK?!

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